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Toxic_Barbie

It is ever the invisible that is the object of our profoundest worship. With the lover it is not the

About Me

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I am a bit of an eccentric. I have a kind heart. I give. I take. I watch others do the same. I find joy in a touch, an amazing kiss, desire, sexuality, sensuality, a wild dance, inhibition, butterflies, animals, motorcycle rides, good conversations, and the White Russian. Here for now. Maybe gone tomorrow. If I disappear, I will show back up when you least expect it. Everyone has condtions, even if it is not to have them. We are all walking contradictions.

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My Interests

Books, Longhorn football, traveling, passion (where the hell is it?), animals, masochism,a bit of BDSM, decadence, sarcasm, intelligence, Harleys .

I'd like to meet:

People that have original thoughts of their own. Someone with a sarcastic sense of humor, and enjoys the occasional IV drip of coffee. People that have decent taste in music that I can go out have a beer with every now and again.

Music:

Indie music, Girls against Boys, Sparklehorse, Sonic Youth, At the Drive In, L7 (anyone remember them?), Iggy Pop (Stooges), Velvet Underground, Death Cab for Cutie, Lou Reed, Machine Gun Fellatio, Karate, Postal Service, Wilco, Ministry (Before he got off the smack), Social Distortion, DK, Spoken Henry Rollins, Sparta, Interpol, Beastie Boys, Fugazi, These Arms are Snakes Husker Du, Tenacious D, Arap Strap, Pilot to Gunner, Muse, McClusky, Afghan Whigs, Interpol, Helmet, Pavement, Ween, Tom Waits, Leonard Cohen, Lyle Lovett and his Big Band, Jeff Buckley, Etta James, Ray Charles, Robert Johnson, Muddy Waters, Mogwai, Modest Mouse, Tear Garden, Skinny Puppy, Cevin Key, Assemblage 23, Sisters of Mercy, Blues, Jazz, Industrial /font

Movies:

Disney Flicks, Tim Burton before he turned emo, Quentin, Peter Weir, Mark Romanek

Television:

Discovery Channel, History Channel, Animal Planet, Porno, documentaries, PBS

Books:

Nin, Miller, Nabakov, erotica, fantasy "Anxiety is love's greatest killer. It makes one feel as you might when a drowning man holds unto you. You want to save him, but you know he will strangle you with his panic." Anais Nin

Heroes:

My Mother, my grandfather.

My Blog

Poetry Part 2

The Joke I am here to amuse you. You are here to play me as a trick Watch the spark set off the fuse You watch it ignite as I grow sick Your toy to watch explode in entertainment The toy knows that t...
Posted by Jilted Barbie on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 06:40:00 PST

Poetry .1

Sleeping Beauty The morning dew frozen upon your face A façade I have seen on many others Touching your face as it were soft spun lace Kissing your mouth like we were lovers To awaken the desire with...
Posted by Jilted Barbie on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 06:15:00 PST

Afterwards

Afterwards- Arab Strap The bed's a mess when we're finished and at rest, and I can just see the post-fuck flush across your chest.The telly's silent, the room's lit only by the screen, and now we're p...
Posted by Jilted Barbie on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 04:35:00 PST

Nightmare .1

I am going to preface this blog by saying that this isn't for meant for critiquing.  I am putting this to words in hopes that I will get some sleep, finally.  It was a run down buildin...
Posted by Jilted Barbie on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 05:35:00 PST

RE: Ants in Sam's Pants

 Well, I will be damned. If someone didn't invite me to a fair which I told my mother that I was going to when I had the " Road trip from  Hell"....  Long story short. It started o...
Posted by Jilted Barbie on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 01:27:00 PST

Ants in Sam's Pants.

So, I have become a bit frustrated with my life and it's happenings. It seems as though things are spiraling out of control. It is not (well not more than ususal).   I am getting antsy. It always...
Posted by Jilted Barbie on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 05:40:00 PST

Happy tragedy

It has been a since I have written to give people an update. I am in FL. Long story that didn't work out as well as I thought it would. Go figure.  I am sweating nuts in FL. Working for a constru...
Posted by Jilted Barbie on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 09:43:00 PST

Road trips across the US

Well, it has been sometime since I have given an update as to what I am doing. Here is a brief rundown. Last year, I was dating someone, working, in Austin, and overall in a good place. Enter late Oct...
Posted by Jilted Barbie on Sat, 31 Dec 2005 04:11:00 PST

Here's to death

Viva Lyle Lovett and the Beastie Boys......I think they should do a show together. Besides that, working and drinking too much tequilla.Still very single and very happy with it. Roomie's mother died. ...
Posted by Jilted Barbie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Back uhmmmm sort of

Haven't been on in sometime. Going to try to catch everyone who actually reads this up to speed. Been working two jobs. Finally was fed up with the 12 hour days. Start work at a real job on the 9th ...
Posted by Jilted Barbie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST