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About Me

My name is Nicole.

i am an easy forgiver.
i am in love with george smith.
and i only speak the truth.

because of my boyfriend, i now play WoW and GH3.
thank you, george.
thanks so much.

My little brother,
The funniest kid alive,
A best friend,
All taken by his own hands.
If you knew him or only met him once,
Then you know how much of an impression he's left you,
And everyone else in his life.
We love and miss you, Ryan Nicholas Rategan.
So much.

And for everyone else out there,
No matter who or what it is,
Or what pain you are feeling,
This is NOT the only option.
Find someone to talk to,
I'm here.

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My Interests

my second family.
my brother, Ryan (R.I.P.) and new sister, Kerry <3.
this boy.
cordon bleu finches.

owls.

octopi.

foxes.

ANTIQUES AND ANTIQUES SHOPPING.
adventures.
exploring old places.
ghost hunting.
pandas.
unicycling.
drawing.
painting.
pokemon.
my camera.
Disney World.
really, anything Disney.
RVs.
my pipe.
owls.
shoes.
organic food.
laughing.
roller coasters.
artshows.
parks.
money.
coffee.
manicures.
makeup.
play fights.
parfum.
clothes.
love.
music.
being held.
horizon chocolate milk.
chai tea.
cool weather.
animals.
curly hair.
protein shakes.
traveling.
tattoos.
piercings.
trees.
surprises.
giving.
no lies.
kissing.
getting dressed up.
my iPod.
fish.
swimming.
life.

I'd like to meet:

AOL Instant Messenger: Mak3 Art Not War

Music:

The musical saw is probably the best instrument ever invented..

Adem Ilhan.
Alanis Morissette.
Amanda LePore.
Azure Ray.
Beethoven.
Bright Eyes.
Cary Brothers.
Cat Power.
Circa Survive.
CocoRosie.
ColdPlay.
Copeland.
David Fridlund.
Death Cab For Cutie.
Decemberists.
Desaparecidos.
Eisley.
Elliott.
Elliott Smith.
Explosions in the Sky.
The Faint.
Feist.
Fergie.
Format.
Forstella Ford.
The Fray.
Frou Frou.
Her Space Holiday.
Imogen Heap.
Iron & Wine.
Joseph Arthur.
Joshua Radin.
Karen Overton.
Keane.
The Killers.
Kimya Dawson.
The Like.
Lovage.
Lydia.
Manchester Orchestra.
The Mars Volta.
Megan Wylan.
Mickey Avalon.
Minus the Bear.
Modest Mouse.
The Moldy Peaches.
The Mountain Goats.
Nightmare of You.
OKgo.
Pedro the Lion.
Plain White Tees.
The Postal Service.
Regina Spektor.
Rilo Kiley.
Rufus Wainwright.
Say Anything.
The Shins.
Sigur Ros.
Son, Ambulance.
Stars.
The Strokes.
Team Sleep.
Tegan and Sara.
Tila Tequila.
Tilly and the Wall.
The Van Pelt.
Yeah Yeah Yeahs.

Movies:

The Science of Sleep.
Garden State.
V for Vendetta.
I Heart Huckabees.
Eternal Sunshine.
Stranger Than Fiction.
Fight Club.
Dawn of the Dead.
Any Disney Movie.
Monsters Inc.

Any Zombie Movies...

Television:

Books:

LOVE THEM!

The Purpose Driven Life.
Captivating.
The Zombie Survival Guide.
World War Z.
Where The Wild Things Are.

Anything by Chuck Palahniuk, like...

Invisible Monsters.
Choke.
Fight Club.
Stranger Than Fiction.
Diary.
Survivor.
Haunted.

Anything by Charles Bukowski.

Heroes:

this is my guitar hero.

My amazing brother plays 'Explosions in the Sky' by ear.

Starving artists.
Anyone who loves themselves the way they are.
The living dead.
Oh, and...

My Blog

Written for me, About me, But not by me

Disguise and Ruth By Samantha Thomson Behind my hair colored Gold my eyes hide, So much gone wrong. And I lay, terrified. Whats next in this life? More depressing smiles, And more mind str...
Posted by fox on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 05:22:00 PST

they won’t sing to save me

By Samantha Thomson Under the scorching sun, Is where i lay. Flatten my back, I endure every ray. Opening my eyes, I was blinded by the light. I had realized I was all alone. Not another ...
Posted by fox on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 04:05:00 PST

If you want to know me, read this

She wakes up in the morningIn the same room that she's been in her whole life And everything still looks the same But the feeling of the room has changed in spite She said: "You don't know what it's l...
Posted by fox on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 07:48:00 PST

Keep Your Fork

A young woman was diagnosed with a terminal illness and given three months to live While getting her affairs in order she expressed the wish to her Pastor to be buried with a fork in her right h...
Posted by fox on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 12:07:00 PST

Guardian Angel

Guardian Angel by me That kiss faded And a new one planted By the boy who Loves me most Who saved me Just as I had done for him As I was lost in The lovelessness of me As he was self-medicated...
Posted by fox on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 07:16:00 PST

Airplane Landings

So last night was AWESOME! I hung out with Ross. He came and picked me up around 11:00pm and we drove and drove to somewhere off the interstate. I don't really remember where it was ...
Posted by fox on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 07:02:00 PST

Oh! The Passion!

So I've never beleived anyone when they said, "No one ever really falls out of love"... until last night. I will not say who, but if you know me very well, then you'll know who I still have not fallen...
Posted by fox on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 07:53:00 PST

My Boy

My Boy by me. My bangs are what keep his kiss safe. I carry it with me everywhere I go. It was dark and freezing out and the grass was wet. As I headed toward my car he grabbed my wrist and w...
Posted by fox on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 08:07:00 PST

Raw With Love

Raw With Love by Charles Bukowski little dark girl with kind eyes when it comes time to use the knife I won't flinch and I won't blame you, as I drive along the shore alone as the palms wave...
Posted by fox on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 05:24:00 PST

The BEST thing anyones ever said to me...

"i wish i could make my house walk because i would totally put it next to yours" -alexd-
Posted by fox on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST