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matthew heartlessâ„¢

♥Hate that I'm never certain of what needs what most.♥ BE HOME SOON

About Me

[E]very today becomes a yesterday[♥] “If somebody says, ''I love you,'' to me, I feel as though I had a pistol pointed at my head. What can anybody reply under such conditions but that which the pistol-holder requires? ''I love you, too. ''”[♥] "I picked you out of a crowd and talked to you I said I liked your shoes You said, "Thanks, can I follow you?" So it's up the stairs and out of view No prying eyes I poured some wine I asked your name, you asked the timeNow it's two o'clock the club is closed and we're up the block Your hands on me; I'm pressing hard against your jeans Your tongue in my mouth, trying to keep the words from coming out You didn't care to know who else may have been you beforeI want a lover I don't have to love I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck Where is the kid with the chemicals? I thought he said to meet him here, but I'm not sure I got the money if you've got the time You said it feels good I said, "I'll give it a try."Then my mind went dark we both forgot where your car was parked Let's just take the train I'll meet up with the band in the morning Bad actors with bad habits Some sad singers they just play tragic and the phone's ringing and the van's leaving Let's just keep touching; let's just keep, keep singing...I want a lover I don't have to love I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk And where's the kid with the chemicals? I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full I need some meaning I can memorize The kind I have always seems to slip my mindBut you... But you... You write such pretty words But life's no storybook Love's an excuse to get hurt and to hurtDo you like to hurt? I do, I dothen hurt me..." [♥]
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My Interests

bicycles, walking, music, writing, reading, drinking, crying, sleeping, telling myself lie's to make it through everyday, reading other people's ideas and or thoughts , people watching, story telling, night time, watching people smile, franchezca

I'd like to meet:

[♥] Embrace the silence And listen to me Our time is short And my words are pure For every song the angels sing And for every leaf that falls I will be thinking of you And I'll blow you a kiss I used to dream of the blue in your eyes Now my dreams are color blind Clenching my fist to crush this pain Its always the hate in my smile that devours me Transcending down far beneath my means A final breath of you to keep with me Infantile tears are melting the morning snow And shiver I will, for the heat in you is gone Never forget to smile As you look upon this world somewhere I'll remain alone thinking of the morning past[♥][♥]

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Music:

inside out, judge, chain of strength, kmfdm, kraftwerk, leather strip, death , seabound, inperitive reaction, hot water music, trunk full of dead bodies, ashes, the notwist, poison the well, in peices, the postal service, peter gabriel, talking heads, the cars, police, NIN, vnv nation, skycamefalling, cursive, king for a day, keepsake, devo,haujobb, kid dynamite, mdfmk, ministry, new order, radiohead, schwein, skold, the smith,soft cell, suicide commando, vision, wumpscut,b-52's, as i lay dying, mineral, fugazi,from autumn to ashes, in flames , blink 182, converge, slayer,sepultura

Movies:

reservoir dogs, enter the dragon, once upon a time in America, the professional, flowers in the attic,the dark backward Labyrinth, dark crystal, a river runs through it, plan 9 from outer space, four rooms, pee wee's big adventure, taxi driver

Television:

George W. H. window

Books:

where the red fern grows, flowers in the attic, when I was five i killed myself, half asleep in frog pajamas, the rascal king, mein kampf , the caine mutiny, dondi white bio,screaming at the wall, falling up, cater beats the devil, subway art, the melancholy death to oyster boy

Heroes:

Open palms of autumn scars

My Blog

toy n bee

In 1992, a chap in Philadelphia by the name of Bill O'Neill starting noticing strange tiles randomly embedded in local roads. They were generally about the size of a license plate, and each had some v...
Posted by matthew heartless" on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 09:56:00 PST

Tour de France TV Schedule

The commentators totally just made a Harry Potter reference."He appears like he just took off the invisible cloak in Harry Potter!"Tour de France TV ScheduleEastern Daylight Time Prologue: Saturday, J...
Posted by matthew heartless" on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 08:50:00 PST

it sounded like a good idea at the time..

I was asked to go to a show. Not a big deal. Told her about it, wish she would have came. I asked my good friend justin to come along. I wanted to surround myself with good people that I know will hel...
Posted by matthew heartless" on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST