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Joshua Zain

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About Me

My name is Joshua.
I am an actor: I give life to those who do not exist.
I am a graduate of the American Academy of Dramatic Arts in Hollywood, California, with an additional certificate in acting from AADA in NYC.
I'm interested in the momentum of life. Discovering that connection with other people that continually inspires and drives. Human nature. Dancing until I can't breathe or move. When all that is left is to just lie there in complete bliss. The sad undercurrent that constricts the world. The amazing love that surrounds everything, but is always dismissed and trampled. Looking silly and loving every minute of it. Being completely spontaneous, finding people who are completely spontaneous. Uninhibited creation. Uninhibited expression. Uninhibited love. The power of music. The power of story-telling on film. The power of story-telling on a stage. Experiencing anything that thrills me beyond what I think I'm capable of. Adrenaline. Challenging myself. Discovering. Getting lost in the middle of nowhere. Getting lost in a forest. Throwing myself in a pile of fallen leaves. Experiencing the magic of a mysterious world. Making people think. Kicking back. Falling asleep to "Mad World." Listening to the breath intake of singers in music - that is life. Making mistakes. Learning from them. Trying and experiencing as much as possible. Determination. Never giving up. Pushing through the hardest parts of life. Achieving goals. Living my dreams. Acting in film. Complex people. Anyone I can talk to about everything and nothing. Silent conversations.
Self-Discovery.
All I want to do is act: to become better at my craft and just to focus one hundred percent on nothing but acting. The thing is, I can’t possibly imagine myself doing anything else in this life but acting. There just isn’t any question about it. My goal is to ultimately end up acting in film and on stage. It doesn’t matter to me how hard I have to work to achieve these goals because I know that if I never give up and work as hard as I can, I can and will succeed. I feel that both theatre and film can affect people in so many ways. Each in their own unique way. One thing I would like to do is to help make this world not such a terrible place. I want to create and become characters that will make people cry, open up, come together, laugh, and just realize that there is so much magic in this world. I want to reveal and show them the truth that this world has to offer. I want to show them the beauty in every day life and human emotion. I want people to think and question themselves on what they thought to be good/bad, right or wrong. I ultimately want to show people that if they have a dream and are willing to work for it, that anything is possible. Last year, in the summer program at AADA, I was told this phrase by one of my instructors: “name it, and claim it.” I know this is exactly where I want to be and I’m not worrying this time about what happens in the future because I know what kind of a future I can shape for myself and it is beautiful. I’ve decided to name it and claim it because I’m ready. I just want to be able to do this work and be the best that I can be because at the end of the day you have to be able to accept that you have done the work and the rest is just going to play itself out.
Life is too beautiful for me not to achieve all I Dream, for me not to be all I can be and more, for me not to strive for the stars, for me not to live life to the fullest, express my true self and unleash my potential.
I don't look at my friends as just "friends," to me, they are greater than that word. What they mean to me, I can't possible put into words.
To me acting is like breathing air, its the only thing in my life that I am 310% sure that I can accomplish and that's all I need. I can't possibly imagine myself doing anything else. In fact, I'm not sure whether life is worth living without it.
I am a movie star. I am a rock star. I am a model. I am everything and anything I want to be.
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My personalDNA Report
Benevolent Creator
The following poem brought to you by moi.
The Republic
Toes in Shows
Falls across the Snows
Like television's Excrements
Totalling in Tyranny
10, 9, 8...
Tears showing Fears
While the President CHEERS
Telling the Nightengale
Ashes to ashes, dust to Dust
7, 6, 5...
Lies with Tides
Showing off the Snide
Doubling in the Forevermore
In torn hearts, Desire!
4, 3, 2...
Chime the Time
Can words express this Swine?
Desolation in the Nation
Concludes the Night
1...
As the efloresence of Fate
Shakes me in my Wake
I shut my Eyes
and Pray...
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 50%
Stability |||||||||||||| 60%
Orderliness |||||| 23%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 50%
Intellectual |||||||||| 36%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse || 10%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Indie |||||||||||||| 51% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet the green grass on a moist day; a cloud showering down purity onto a water deprived civilization; the heat radiating off pavement trodden upon by heavy souls of a lost people; a wind that has traveled the world, blown through the hair of a woman awaiting the news if her husband is still alive, blown across a birthday party, stealing the wishes of a deprived youth, blown over a dying animal, shot in the head by a heartless hunter, blown off the edge of a cliff and provided the needed chill to a heat stricken young girl. I would like to meet people who will understand me for me and love me even when all else is lost. When all lights go out I want these people's eyes to light up my soul and bring me back to life. I want to hear music of the most angelic in nature when I stare deep into their soul. I want the world to flip upside down when I am with them. I want these people to not be afraid to join me in challenging society. I want them to break all the rules with me and to not look back on the past, but only look forward into a possible impossibility. I want them to understand the world as I do and feel like if they fell apart, I'd be there to put them back together. I do not know what exactly I wish for these people. I only know that I wish to be with them until the end of time. Perhaps I have already met them, but perhaps not... Perhaps I have met them, but they have not yet MET me.

My true intent will be realized with the downfall of society; when all boundaries have been shattered.

My Blog

lie together in bliss

close your eyes. i'll lead you to the edge of a cliff. where the air is fresh and the wind rips at your body. you never need to fear. i'm there. jumping as high as i can. wanting to tear away from...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Jul 2009 03:40:00 GMT

the wakers (felt inspired today)

the wakerswake up.eyes open, breathing in the air of a brand new realitycolors flying in, light shooting throughrising from the bed.your chest, your centerpulling you towards destinylarks cry.hands sh...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 20:18:00 GMT

About Me (the one that never changes)

I am an actor: I give life to those who do not exist.Today is the day all bounds are broken.  An unraveling, subtle, but gracious takes lead.  It spirals out of your consciousness, flitterin...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 07:49:00 GMT