My name is Sam, I am 6"3 and have dark hair at the moment (but that is changing tomorrow). I change my hair colour/style every two weeks or so as a symbol of newly found confidence.
Sure, sometimes people say "Ha, you look like someone has pissed on your head!!" or a particularly good one: "Hot Cross Bun Head!!!". But if I really gave a crap what these people thought, I wouldn't have my hair like that. Besides, most people who say it have faces like smacked arses anyway so I usually say: "I can get a haircut but plastic surgery couldn't save you". But that's how I look at life now. What is the point in pretending to be someone you're not? I don't get it. For years I used to accept all the crap that went my way. I used to be so anxious and depressed that I couldn't and wouldn't go out anywhere, and I mean anywhere. But then someone very close to me came round my house one day and said: "God told me to come and help you".
I was basically lying in my bed not wanting to see anyone, not even wanting to live if i'm honest. But this person stayed for about 20 minutes trying to talk to me. And eventually I spoke to him.
To cut a long story short he somehow managed to persuade me to come to a church event at the local park and play in a Football tournament. From there I slowly found myself getting more and more involved in the church and then went to a Christian event called Soul Survivor. It is there that I found God. It is he that healed me from my social anxiety dissorder and depression. It was on the second or third night and it was just an overwhelming sense of Love and Happiness that I had not ever felt.
Those who don't know me and are reading this who are non-christians may be thinking "Oh, just another bible bashing member of the God Squad". But seriously, try it. God's love is greater than anyone could ever imagine. And if you open your heart up to God - HE . WILL . ANSWER . Simple as that.
And I found that out at Soul Survivor (the Christian event).
This "About Me" section has turned into "About me becoming a Christian"! But who cares, it is SO important to me.
I love to help people and always consider other people's feelings before I do something (I try to anyway!). I stand up for what I believe in and I am not affraid to speak my mind. I used to be very shy but am slowly coming out of my shell in more situations.
I am extremely sensitive and often pessimistic. But it's better to be sensitive towards yourself and most importantly others rather than being a selfish, insensitive idiot.
And if you're not down with that, I've got just TWO WORDS FOR YA... ____ __ !!!
Anyhow, I have rambled on enough and if you like what you see, send me a friends invite :) .
Peace.
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