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JONATHAN!

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the gap between you and me. the gap between you and me. in art class, the teacher would say to look at the spaces between objects. that was how you could see what the objects really looked like. well. well, i was fairly certain of your shape. i'd looked at it quite a lot. it was the shape of billowing wheat or sad violin music or a quiet discussion in the coat-room at a party, or something. i wasn't so clear on my own. i had looked at it, in mirrors, or in confused reflections from shop windows, and to me it looked unremarkable. just the shape of some man or other. could've been anyone, really. when i tried to remember my shape it was the silhouette of a introvert, a timid fool, a child, or some kind of bashful hermit. there was no end to how bad my shape could be, when i tried to think about it. our shapes, together? the gap between them was bigger every day. i couldn't see what we really looked like. the only thing i could think of was the sad violin music and the child; very far away, never any nearer.


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rachmaninov in the morning.

symphony number two in e minor opus twenty seven. she bats her pretty eyes at him. oh, look how damn cute she is. he just can't get passed it really. but she turns her back and she's the most evil...
Posted by on Fri, 16 May 2008 10:53:00 GMT

a big tall glass of milk

so he woke up from his nights sleep and had this dream on his mind. he wrote her and told her all about it. it went something like this..."i'll start by telling you the soundtrack for the whole drea...
Posted by on Tue, 13 May 2008 12:07:00 GMT

there is no escape from the spinning room

so it's summer time again. remember when he remembered that everything would go gone gone soon? well, he's remembering all of that again. all of that, all of the time. but what can you do about it...
Posted by on Mon, 12 May 2008 16:09:00 GMT

thank you.

and he washes his hands of this filth.JONATHANps. it’s better to use antibacterial soap to rid yourself of nearly 99% of all germs.
Posted by on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 15:06:00 GMT

and in very little time.

a ring ring ring on the telephone.JONATHANps. all she wants is to be mistreated.
Posted by on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 14:44:00 GMT

its been nearly a year.

so nearly a year ago he wrote in his journal... "wednesday, april 4ththe phone."don’t just sit there, you lousy bastard," he thinks to himself. he can’t bring himself to get up. the phones...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 14:29:00 GMT

porch monkey.

at a wonderful 82 degrees outside, he sits on his front porch and he thinks..."i am to ride my bike today!" despite the strong winds. "i am to put a smile on my face!" despite the difficulty in doi...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 10:54:00 GMT

to be gotten.

To Be GottenbyJonathan Grant BerlinFor RebeccaUnderstanding, Appreciation, and So OnThe phone rings and she answers. A few moments pass and she's already upset. "You can't really treat me like this an...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 16:59:00 GMT

hey, there's something more?

so he hasn't thought much on things lately. he's been quite busy. he now sits in his flat and enjoys a delicious beer and a lovely melody on the phonograph. he looks at the photos of friends come a...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 18:01:00 GMT

circle takes the square.

so there are times.  one time he walked for hours just watching the fish along the river bed lay eggs and life being created and all.  another time he sat for hours and watched the clouds as...
Posted by on Fri, 11 May 2007 00:33:00 GMT