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LIFE & LOVE ARE BOTH A GAMBLE,,,BUT IF I WAS YOU I WOULD PUT YOUR MONEY ON ME

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Hi. Give Me A Name And Label Me. Who I am is who I am. Your approval is NOT needed. Got a problem with me? Solve it. Think I'm trippin? Tie my shoes :D. I'm the author of my own life UNFORTUNATELY: I'm writing it in blood and can't erase my mistakes. There have been too many taken from me in a short period of time. My world has been dumped upside down, cut up, and glued back together. I've been through more shit than you could imagine. I accepted way less than I deserve. Nobody is perfect. I've been lied to, But who hasn't? I've fucked up, fucked people up, and been fucked over, but every hit was worth it because i felt it. I knew it was real. Life is is a game and i break the rules. But do I ever regret one thing? NEVER. At one point it was exactly what I wanted. I am who I am because of it!!! Everyone sees who I appear to be, but only a few people know the real me. You can only see what I choose to show you. There's so much more I have more common sence then anyone u'll meet, and I would rather have common sence then be a rocket scientist. I can't take any more fake smiles- My own or yours. I have friends and enemies. I cant count my best friends on one fingure....think about it! I have MEMORIES and love em'. Kylee, Fashion, Music, Sports, & Family is my life. Music & Shopping is my therapy. Time is uncontrollable. There is nothing wrong with expressing individuality. Don't try to fix me I'm not broken. I'm interested in EVERYTHING and EVERYONE it builds character. I'm outgoing, but I can be shy and very thoughtful. I "can't" be replaced. I LOVE to maken new friends to build my personality and character...i build off the positive things people have to offer. I AM A good hearted person. I am really happy with my life right now. """Damaged people are dangerous because they know they can survive!!!""" I'm one of a kind. A rare breed of human. One that takes one their own personality and doesn't care if you don't like it."""*Youll never find another love like mine.* And im not bragging on myself baby. My love is one of a kind*""Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others think!""~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~"""I hope you enjoy my page. My page is pretty much what I have been thru, and I keep it very real. If you are on my friend list it is because you have a quality in you that impresses me. Not because I am trying to see who has more friends then who. I have learned in this life that the number of friends you have does not matter but what matters is the type of friends you have. That is the key to true friends and friendships that last a life time.!!!" "I started in hell and worked my out so nothing can effect me and no one can bother me. There fore I honestly do not care what people think about me and what they have to say either, so save your breath. Sure I would like to be respected and liked, but till you've walked a day in my shoes, you have no idea!""" Also I hate beautiful people with bad attiudes, so you don't have to worry about that with me. I have no respect for negative, bitchy ass girls hot or not. Women that are respectful and not stuck up are way more attractive then a bitchy, snotty girl, no matter how good she looks. And I wont give you respect, cuz you dont deserve it! I will never disrespect anyone who respects me!!!""★" I don't have time to play games and pretend to be something I am not, I am me! I am who I am! I like what I like , and I do what ever I want!!! I love my "rockstar" life style and am pleased with the things & people I have in life. I acheieved all my success by "myself" and know it's value. I'm as real as it gets and like the same. I'd like to meet all the real people in the world... Not two faced, fakes, phonies, bitches, & negative people! I can't stand fake people! The world is what you make of it. I love the way I live and how I live it. A Few Notes For Thought... you can do the things you want to do, when you want to do them... Forget about all the reasons why something may not work. You only need to find one good reason why it will!!! If you can imagine it, you can achieve it, if you can dream it, you can become it!!!"""★" ★" ★"I might be a really bad boy, but im a hella good man !  "The Spirit Of A Playboy But The Mind Of A Scholar!"★~*~*~*"Everyone thinks they know what I appear to be!? but only a few know the real me. you only see what i choose to show, there is so much behind me ....you dont even know""""*~*"""""""I WOULD RATHER BE HATED FOR WHO I AM, THEN LOVED FOR WHO I'M NOT"" I'm alot of things but I am not jealous, nor a "hater". Life has blessed me with natural talents, why lower myself to try and make another human beings feel like shit? ... But anyway I am just a sweet, smart, wild, but yet very naughty, & fun. I enjoy feeling good everyday and taking on life to reach a maximum potiental. When I die I want to die living life to the fullest. I want to try everything at least once so I can stand confident in who I am and know that I know I am who I was. Never doubting anything because I can relate to all!!!!!!!~~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*""I'm not what U want if U want a knight in shining armor..Im what u want if its a BAD BOI in ripped jeans with tattoos!?!?!?"""★ Nothing in life worth having comes easy ★" "life doesnt give you the people you want, it gives you the people you need, to help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you, and to make you into the person you are today."<3<3<3<3<3<3****""""I am DEEPER than you think.If you would like to contradict me, I'm game. I can most likely figure you out within 5 minutes of having a conversation with you. I hunger to be an obstruction of your mind. I thirst for you to figure me out.I believe myself to be genuine and "REAL" with the ones I "LOVE". I value my family and those who are "REAL". I like to be fascinated by the anomalous.  I have "Loved"... "Lost"... and "Learned". The three things that every soul should feel. I yearn for those that put a smile on my face. I "crave" for the one that will give to me what I will give back. I do not belong in anyone's Virus. Satisifaction is found on my own. Don't Lust for what you See... Desire what you know and want. I love you so have love for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!""TAKE TYME 2 READ ONES PROFILE,,,TAKE TYME 2 REALLY GET 2 KNOW WHAT I'M ALL ABOUT!!! I'M OVER THE HOTT DUMB GIRLS,,, BEEN THERE DONE THAT,,, LOL I WANT THE ONE THATS HOTT AND REAL!?!?!?!?!? IS THAT POSSIBLE??? LET ME KNOW PLEASE... DONT GET ME WRONG I LIKE TO LOOK NICE, BUT I DONT THINK IM BETTER THEN NEONE, I THINK I JUST TRY HARDER, OR I JUST DONT EXCEPT FAILURE!" +_+_+_+_+"In my life I have seen it all. If God came down and granted me one wish, I would wish to find happiness and hold on to it forever and take it with me to my grave. All the money in the world could never amount to the joy that I feel when I am happy. .....love... People tend to throw that word around loosely and amidst all the hustles and bustles of life....we forget how beautiful love really is. Life is not worth living without love and happiness. Love heals all. Love is a mysterious and powerful force that is the key to all that is...and all that ever was. With that said.....I have a heart inside of me that is ready to explode. I have suppressed my desires to love for so long that I feel my heart cannot retain this anymore. I am no longer afraid to admit that I am a hopeless romantic and all I want to do is fall in love, and be in love for the rest of my dying days. I was given one life to live and that is exactly what I plan on doing......living my life to the fullest! Filling it with positive things and doing my best to heal those who are also lost and broken....just as I once was. There is always enough room for love and hope in everyone’s life. You just have to have faith that it is there........you don’t have to search for love... when love has always been searching for you all this time. -+-+-+-"Life is about change... Sometimes its BEAUTIFUL...sometimes its PAINFUL...most of the time its BOTH...but be happy you'll have ur up days and you'll have ur down day,,,but there still days u have lived in this short life we are in!  NO REGRETS!!!  I've lived, loved, and learned!  3 things I wish for all"*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+"Its Hard to keep my soul on the ground"~*~*""Life isn't about waiting for the Storm to pass...It's about learning to dance in the Rain!!!"***"If you want to see a RaInBoW, you MUST go through the rain... If you want TrUe LoVe, you MUST go through the pain""~*~*"I want to stand as close to the edge as i can without going over... Out on the edge you can see all the things you can't see from the center."~*~*~* I WANT A GIRL WHO BELIEVES IN SHOOTING STARS, AND NOT JUST SHOES AND CARS";)LOL~HOLLA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Doing what you like is Freedom! Liking what you do is Happiness!!!" "Lust is easy. Love is hard. Life is most important!!!""""  "To Stop Loving Someone Means You Really Never Loved Them At All"<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3& lt;3<3<3<3<3<3<3 "Live life strong, Love someone so much it drives you crazy, Laugh so hard it hurts....."*"Never Waste Another Day Wondering What You Threw Away!!!!!!!"*******"The best things in life can never be kept... they must be given away. A Smile, a Kiss, and Love."********
GlitterGeek.com  "DO WHAT YOU WANT, & SAY WHAT YOU FEEL, CUZ THOSE WHO MIND, DON'T MATTER, AND THOSE WHO MATTER, DON'T MIND!!!""? Real Recognizes Real ? Like me Or Hate me, Your Words wont Change Me"***********"Im glad you hate me, I would be jelous too if I was U?""ANYONE WHO HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME, THROUGH THE WORST TIMES...AND WHO ARE STILL BY MY SIDE TODAY!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!  TO ALL YOU PEOPLE HOLDING ME BACK OR STANDING IN MY WAY...  YOU WILL GET RAN OVER;)!!!"************************************************** ***********************************************************" Sometimes the person you want the most, is the person that you are best without."Have you ever fallen in love???  Have you ever felt like crying, but knew it wouldn't get you anywhere???  Have you ever watched someone walk away, knowing they where never coming back??? Has someone ever made you cry so much you thought you where going insane???  There is nothing in life but love that can cause this much pain!!!  If i could choose between love and death, i would rather die!!!  love is fun, but the price is way to high!  So I say don't fall in love, cuz the longer it goes the harder it will hurt when it's through!!!  you see i ought to know cause I love you!!!  You see its so tough cuz i can't be with you but i can't live with out you!?!?"**************************************************** ****************
MyHotComments *********"Your enemy stabs you in the front...Your friend stabs you in the back...Your girlfriends/boyfriends stabs you in the heart...But me, I carry a knife...To stab those muthafuckers right back... See how much I love you!!!"~*~*~*~*~*~*It's completely impossible to find a person who won't ever hurt you, so go for the person who will make the pain worth while*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~"I rather be hated for who I am then loved for who i'm not"""?Im glad you hate me, it shows me I made an impact on your life?" "? Real Recognizes Real ? Like me Or Hate me, Your Words wont Change Me"<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3* "Maybe we are suppose to meet the "wrong" person before meeting the "right one", so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.......... Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has opened for us........... Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word!?!?"{}

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"DONT MAKE SOMEONE A PRIORITY, WHEN ALL THEY DO IS MAKE U AN OPTION"""*~*~* LiKE iT R NOT [iiM GOiiNG TO B3 M3 NO MATT3R WHAT OTH3RS THiNK] FUCK ALL TH3 DRAMA i L3FT THAT B3HIND..iM JUST GOiiNG TO KEEP ON PARTYiNG!!! I might as well enjoy myself and have a good time while living life and the journey of love and happiness!!!!!!!!!Never tell your problems to anyone...20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them.!@#@ When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile. :):("I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry." :(:) Live with no excuses and love with no regrets!!!"Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't."""The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.!!!Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.:)The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way."""""★ Nothing in life worth having comes easy ~*~*~*~*~* "I don't forgive because I'm weak. I forgive because I'm strong enough to know that people make mistakes."★"people change so you learn to let go, you believe lies so you learn to trust noone but yourself.""Life is short. Break the rules. Forgive quickly. Kiss slowly. Love truly. Laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile.""Break the rules. Forgive quickly, apologize when you should, forgive quickly, and let go of what you can't change. Kiss slowly,Love truly. Laugh uncontrollably, and NEVER Play hard, take chances, give everything, and have no regrets. Life is to short to be anything but happy.""Life is short. Break the rules. Forgive quickly.. Love truly. Laugh uncontrollably, and NEVER regret anything that made you smile, because at one time it was what u wanted!!!""""""""RIP JKL""" ~~~"How lucky I have been to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard"(a positive twist 2 my life)""GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTON"*******"STILL WAKING UP AT NIGHT CRYING TEARS...I MISS HOW WE USE TO JUST LAY BACK AND ROLL AROUND SMOKING WEED...I WISH I COULD BE WITH YOU SOME HOW...I NEED ANSWERS THAT I'LL NEVER GET???U SHOULD SEE HOW ARE FRIENDS ARE TREATING EACH OTHER NOW...WHEN I GOT THE CALL, I THOUGHT SOMEONE HAD TO HAVE THERE STORY WRONG...MY LIFE CHANGED THAT DAY... ALL I CAN SAY IS I'VE CHANGED, AND FOR THAT YOU DIED FOR A REASON!!! MISS YOU-N-LOVE YOU...WATCH OVER ME;)"************** ************************************************************ *People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person....... When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand......... What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on....... Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.......... LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant....... "Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime!!!!!!"*****************************************~*"R IP JKL 4LIFE" To show my people I love them I'll walk 100 miles!""I know that feeling when it feels like no one care, when your going through your problems and it feels like nobody's there, And I start question myself do GOD really care??? I wounder if he brought me this far just to drop me off here??? Sometimes in life it feels unfair... But the only thing u can count on in this life is prayer...I pray so much I felt God couldn't hear!?! Cuz I have been through so much bullshit over the last few years!!! Its hard to find people that are sincere!!! I would give everything up Just to have my Sister, Father , and best friend here!!! You gotta take the good with the bad!!! I'm going through it right know, but all I can do is pray and what dosent kill me will only make me stronger!!! Just remember somebody loves you!!!"Rollin' through lapel Just stopped by to say what's up Came to let you know That your boy ain't doing so tough And even though you passed Going on some years I Still waking up late at night crying tears Just thinking about those days You and me just had us And remember we bragged on how rich we would be To get up out this small as town was like a fantasy I did it for us even though im back I am not what I use to beAnd boy I'll tell you Folks don't know the half I would give it all up Just to take one ride With you and lay back and smoke weed And all the little days and party joints we'd do Now I'm just missing you I know you're in a better place And you know I can see your face I know you're smiling down on me Saying everything's okay And if I never leave this thug life I'll see you again someday y'all don't see the inside of my unhappiness Man I swear this shit gets heavy like a ton"YOU CANT GROW UP OLD AND WISE, IF YOU DIDNT LIVE YOUNG AND CRAZY;)!!!!!!!!!!!!"It's not that I'm better then you, its just I try harder!  The differance is failure is not an option for me!  Success is a virtue...Fear yourself Love ur enemies...~~~ATTITUDE = It's the ability to open our minds, and eyes where limitless wounders are discovered~~~
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 "Sometimes all we want is a taste. Other times there's no such thing as enough, the glass is bottomless and all we want is more. More JEGAR, more LOVE, more ANYTHING. More is Better. "~*~*~*~*~*~"I am the CHEF that cooks for people that have an appetite for sexy things""I got summer hatin on me cuz I'm hotter then the sun,I got spring hatin on me cuz I havent been sprung,winter hatin cuz kooler then ya'll, and fall, I will I,will,I will, never fall! I've been hated on by all the seasons, so fuqyall 4 hatin 4 no reason!"Happiness needs sadness. Success needs failure. Benevolence needs evil. Love needs hatred. Victory needs defeat. Pleasure needs pain.You must experience and accept the extremes. Because if the contrast is lost, you lose appreciation; and when you lose appreciation, you lose the value of everything.............................Every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around.............Being sad with the right people is better than being happy with the wrong ones. ,,,,,,,,,If today was perfect there would be no need for tomorrow....... "Life is too short to worry about the little things, Embrace every day and live your life to the fullest!" "Never Hate or Regret, because at one time it is what you wanted!" I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be."

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