About Me
First I want to say thank you God for my life! I am so grateful to God for finding such a wonderful man (Rick Saylor) who completes my life. He fears God! I love that about him, he is kind, funny and full of love. He is a wonderful father and a outstanding step-father. He has stepped into my childrens lifes and has earned their respect and love.I have four wonderful children: Ashley Marie 21 and James Jeffrey 18. Ash & J our in the center of my heart "ain't no mountain high enough to keep me away from you" Im so proud of them, they both have huge hearts, they are loving smart, funny, she is gorgeous and he is stunning. I also have two handsome wonderful son's who joined my family 5/1/2001 22 Jonathan 23 & Steven 22. They have been kind, loving & very much gentlemen...very smart young men..They know how to treat a women...Rick has done a wonderful job on both of them. Steven is coming to live with us soon! yeah!! Im looking forward to getting to know him.I have a Brother Al Lopez (6 yrs older) who is no longer in my life but will always be in my heart forever. He was funny, smart and loving...tand to many people he was a hero..I miss him...losing my brother was like losing a part of my heart. I had to swallow the pain and move on. Missing him never goes away and never gets better. I just ask God for strength and I have to force myself not to think about him daily. Many wonderful memories...Those of you who have Brothers or Sisters PLEASE call them, share laughter, pain, love them! you just never know what tomorrow will bring. I was mad at my brother last time we spoke because it had been so long since he had called me, so I had an attitude with him not knowing that was the last time I would speak with him, he was very soft spoken and told me he just called to tell me he loved me....he killed himself a few days later.I also have a sister Maria Rolo who has been by my side since I was a little girl, holding my hand and directing my path the best way she possibly could. My big sister always tried to play the "Mom" role by choice and I fell right into her arms along with problems and issues she adopted. I thank you sis for being a mom, sis and friend in my past trauma's. We are finally getting close now without the drauma and role playing.....we are now just "sisters" My Father Amado Lopez was hit by a drunk driver when I was 19 years old. I was shocked and the trauma led me to run away from the pain. I went to places I did'nt belong... I never really got over the loss, this was my best friend...until I accept Jesus in my life...all the deep pain was released...I was finally able to breath again...
I prefer not to continue because this is a very sensitive part in my life. My wonderful mother....I was never close to my mother as a child. I don't know why. All I remember is she worked alot and went to sleep early, never really spend much quality time with me...now she lives in Florida (I prayed so many nights for her to move to Florida) God heard my prays! He is amazing isn't he? My mother and I are buiding such a wonderful knot that I myself am amazed how well we get along and how nice it is to spend time with her. I love you mommy....I will honor my mother....she is the most amazing women I have ever met.
