quiet consciousness of de-illumination |
alone in the dark with only your character as company,
can i face myself and live?
this darkness is disturbingly sobering as I fall into a never ending abyss of confusion and disillus...
Posted by LA EMA (fBf} on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 09:48:00 PST |
stand tall |
i wrote this a few days ago:
stand firmdont lose your gripyou dare not fukking slipplant your feet and fuking STAND
dont let the shyt this life throws at you stickwipe it off and KEEP mo...
Posted by LA EMA (fBf} on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 07:26:00 PST |
salt in the wound |
falling to my face in the mud
i swear this time ill rise faster than i did when i fell last
and ill jump into your arms, carry me now lord
im nowhere near perfect, but you love me and all of my faults...
Posted by LA EMA (fBf} on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 02:15:00 PST |
today |
i learned something.
life isnt just a path you walk on, you can stop anytime you want to.
youve got to keep going, if you dont, nothing will change and youll never learn anything.
mistakes make us st...
Posted by LA EMA (fBf} on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 12:22:00 PST |
a hope without regret |
sitting in what seems like a new skin
holding this fresh heart, i stand as ive never stood before
feeling strength i havent been able to find for so long
you push me to be something ive forgotten how ...
Posted by LA EMA (fBf} on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 12:25:00 PST |
exteneded |
exhaustion.
fatigue.
i feel them beginning to set in
in this fight to the death.
im putting my sidearms in their holsters , death and pain.
they feel so good in my hands.
unloading a c...
Posted by LA EMA (fBf} on Mon, 15 May 2006 02:30:00 PST |
my eyes bleed when they see the truth |
the day ends. i go on. ive gotten stronger every day, knowing that i stand taller than i did before. and i stand now before you, and scream this in your face. let go.
Posted by LA EMA (fBf} on Tue, 09 May 2006 04:29:00 PST |
