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Deviated Rationality

Looking in on a world led from behind

About Me


I in the marines and from south jersey. I have about a year left in the marines, and I can't wait to get home finally and start fresh. I have found that most people in life are lost, wandering through life buying clothes to cover up the scars and hide the details of their character. I found myself and embraced it. Now I'm just trying to find another who has done the same.
My beliefs are many, my mind wide open. I have lived my life with its twists, turns, highs, lows, pains and joys. All of which add flavor to my personality, all the pain and pleasure give me self awareness. Im still searching for my next chapter in this life, writing as I go.
I have been told I have a unique perspective on just about everything, from government to religion, and everything between. I like to call is a deviated rationality. But out of everything in my life, music touches my soul more then anything. You want to know who I am? Look at my play list.
To all the people that have added their ingredients, both family and friends, you mean the world to me. With out you guys I wouldnt be me, wouldnt have a reason to do the things I do.
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 46%
Stability |||||||||||||| 60%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||||||| 36%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Religious |||||||||||| 43%
Hedonism |||||| 30%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 63%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 50%
Female cliche |||||| 23% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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"What we are never changes, but who we are is always changing."
"If you don't live for something, then you die for nothing"

My Interests

bondage, bdsm, D/s, shibari, music, movies, pool, bonfires, off roading, martial arts, art, hockey, football, and body modifications

I'd like to meet:

anyone with an open mind and is not one of the following. if your one of these, fuck you.

Music:

pretty much everything except for 90% of country. more into real lyricists, industrial, trip-hop. Deftones
Nine Inch Nails
The Cure
Portishead
Tricky
Mos Def
Kidneythieves
Skinny Puppy
Sneaker Pimps
Depeche Mode
Poe
Korn
Aphex Twin
Morcheeba
Esthero
Linkin Park
Common
A Perfect Circle
Tool
Massive Attack
Imogen Heap
Thievery Corporation
I am X
Everything But The Girl
Talib Qweli
Lamb
Underworld
Aesop Rock
Sage Francis
Placebo

Movies:

again the strange. i love quentin tarintino. But Im more into movies that make you think or are funny as hell.

Television:

i don't watch tv, but i buy the dvd sets.
real shows: the shield, lost, 24, chappelle show, reno 911, scrubs, house md, dead like me, stargate sg1, prison break
cartoons: family guy, futurama, south park, aqua teen hunger force, invader zim, happy tree friends, samuria jack, cowboy bebop when i get the chance

Books:

i pretty much hate to read books, but i have read a few. i am hooked on Stphen Kings Dark Tower series (*7 books long, kinda like "the Good the bad the ugly meets lord of the rings) and i like a lot of anne rice (blood and gold is my fav from her) other than that i am still a dork cause i love comic books, well graphic novels at least.

Heroes:

the only heroes i know are all dead. everyone else is doing their job as a human being, but when you sacrifice your life so that another will live, you are a real hero. i look up to a select few. but if i had to pick one person i had to call some thing close to a hero, it would definately be Henry Rollins. Listen to his spoken word and you will understand