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About Me

Before I was a MomI never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.I never thought about immunizations.Before I was a Mom -I had never been puked on.Pooped on.Chewed on.Peed on.I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.I slept all night.Before I was a MomI never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.Or give shots.I never looked into teary eyes and cried.I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.Before I was a MomI never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down.I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.I never knew that I could love someone so much.I never knew I would love being a Mom.Before I was a Mom -I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.Before I was a Mom -I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache,the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom.

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My Blog

Baby Alana

Alana Maria Hawkins is finally here.  She was born October 14 at 1:11pm and was 7lbs and 19 inches.  Her father is Derrick and not Caitlyn McCrerey (much to my disappointment- just kidding)....
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 13:25:00 GMT

I moved.....

I just moved to the southside and I love my new house.  The best part has been the welcome I have been given.  The best one yet has been the one welcoming me to God's country. 
Posted by on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 10:24:00 GMT

As nice as this sounds, I seriously doubt it.........

"Someday someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked with anyone else."
Posted by on Wed, 30 May 2007 06:52:00 GMT

Buddy Love

You missed out on two major events in my life.  It really hurt.  You missed out on my birthday and my graduation.  I understand, you have your own life.  Fine, like I said...I have...
Posted by on Thu, 17 May 2007 19:38:00 GMT

I am really tired of......

I am really tired of people posting comments on my wall about how their boyfriend has a small penis.  Is there a sudden overabundance of men with small dicks?    I am also really tired...
Posted by on Thu, 17 May 2007 14:48:00 GMT

I am moron.

I have no idea why I do stupid things.  I know what I do is stupid and then I even tell myself that it is stupid and I do it anyway.  I think that I just won't get caught.  And then of ...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 20:46:00 GMT

My ex is stalking me, please read!

To all my friends,I am not sure how many of you know what is going on with my ex or how many of you read my blogs, but here is what you need to know. I believe that my ex will be viewing my profile an...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 18:35:00 GMT