Redneck Woman

My family above all else!
I love music. All I want to do in life is to live. without regret. without shame. without worrying about being judged . I like who I am. I like to learn. I hate routine. I work hard. I play hard. I love hard . I sing really loud in my truck. It is hard for me to make close friends. I have tons of sunny day friends. but very few friends that see me (or even know) when I am storming. I am introverted. when I am comfortable, I am usually quiet. I am attracted to confidence. Above all, I am attracted to people who love . I give. I take. I run. (not always away) sometimes I dont think I'll ever be good enough. Sometimes I dont care. I want to get married again some day. I change a lot. If it is good for me, I keep it. If it is bad for me, I leave it. Sometimes, its hard to tell. If you touch my skin, my insides smile. If i painted the self portrait I see in my head, you wouldn't recognize me. I love being outside and playing all kinds of sports. I love staying in and cooking dinner and watching movies