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One day I woke up, started believing in Jesus, and became very quiet. Everything I ever did, I did with the best of intentions, but events tumble and the years pile up. 99% of the time i'm pretending. Don't expect me to stay in your life, because I definitly won't. I wish I was in a traveling carnival, that's the only life that would satisfy me. My personality is a creation that I made, mixed with everyones i've ever met. I can heal you with my hands. I am an empath, things get very baffling sometimes. I love the feeling of waking up after morphine. I love beautiful hands. I am always optimistic with a few breakdowns here and there. Flowers and animals make me happy.
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“‘Reality’ is the only word in the English language that should always be used in quotes.â€
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"Talk of mysteries! Think of our life in nature, daily to be shown matter, to come in contact with it,-rocks, trees, wind on our cheeks! the solid earth! the actual world! the common sense! Contact! Contact! Who are we? Where are we?"
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"We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory, stretching from every battlefield and patriot grave to every living heart and hearthstone all over this broad land, will yet swell the chorus of the Union, when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature."
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"Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above."
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"I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so that you will eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes, good things fall apart, so better things can fall together."
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"Fear knocked at the door. Faith answered. And lo, no one was there."
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"The same way a compact disk isn't responsible for what's recorded on it, that's how we are. You're about as free to act as a programmed computer. You're about as one-of-a-kind as a dollar bill."
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"Art never comes from happiness."
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"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius, and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring."
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I was supposed to be born a clown.
Then let them eat cake.
She paints her face to hide her face.
He thrusts his fists against the posts and still insists he sees the ghosts.
My Videos!
Us being hillbillys.
Carissa as the interrupting cow
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Video that will ruin your day
My sister
Mom
Jack!
Dracula
My Kobes...I think i'll leave this letter for you here, in this empty kitchen, so you'll know if you come home that I love you and I miss you.