Hey all..My name is Francine. I am 42, live in NY on Long Island and have 3 kids. I also have the most gorgeous granddaughter. Let me tell you, that little one has me wrapped around her little finger already. My oldest son Timothy is in Iraq and its the hardset thing I have ever had to go through.
I currrently live with my boyfriend, Jason. I am happy for the first time in a long time. Its nice to have someone in your life that can make you smile again.
Well, I guess you want to know about me, the person. Ok, I am a complex individual.
I am often dissatisfied, disorganized, quite dysfunctional and can be quite disturbing. (I love it).
I am also loyal, trustworthy, loving, caring and very very real.
I am constantly in search of happiness. It seems I let go, or maybe I am afraid of what makes me happy. But I seem to keep what destroys me. Hence, the complexity of my nature.
But, I do love life. I LOVE the idea of being in love and if I care about you, I will care forever.
I have had a pretty fucked up life and have been through almost everything. "Been There, Done That" is my theme. Life has taught me alot.
Slowly, that black cloud will disappear and my silver lining will shine through.
I believe in the dark side of things. I dont believe the dark side is a bad thing, so dont think I am. I just like to learn about the unknown. It fascinates me.
Dont ever fuck with my head because I will fuck with yours right back. I am a fighter and dont take any bullshit from anyone.
I am a complete neurotic. One of the worst you will ever meet.
I am not plastic, do not look plastic nor do I want to be plastic. Plastic does not move, it just lies there. I am me, *I am not a fake*. I dont pretend. And I can move.
Peace and love... You cant live without them.
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