Serendipity

I'm just me. I am stubborn, confident enough that I know who I am but fragile enough to still be human. I'm from the west coast... Southern Oregon/ Northern Cali to be exact but I still feel Cali is more like home. I love the sun. I have a degree in psych - but I dont know what I want to do in life... my secret desire is to be a go-go dancer (yeah - the kind that don't take off their clothes!) I am trying to get back into acting, maybe modeling but I wont hold my breath - I dont really *want* that like I do acting. ... maybe Playboy tho... ha! Ok... oh - and I'm sometimes weird. Kay - you've been warned
I tend to be difficult to get to know at first because I'm uncharacteristically quiet or sarcastic - during this period I'm really just psycho analyzing you ∞ I'm left handed ONLY when I write or eat - sports and virtually everything else I'm right handed ∞ I have a genius IQ but spelling, common sense, and thinking outside the box are not my strong points ∞ My eyes are hazel but people often think they are green or brown ∞ I like Pepsi better than Coke - but I like Cherry Coke better than both of them ∞ I only eat chicken, I'm not sure if it is because I care for the animals or because I don't like anything else - the lines have been blurred ∞ Regardless of what you think, I'm NOT Irish ∞ I don't like music - only the songs I know ∞ I'm hopelessly self conscious of my singing voice - and not much else ∞ My true calling is in medicine - maybe one day I'll go back ∞ I hate politics ∞ I reserve the right not to vote ∞ My dad is the only man in this world who is perfect ∞ I don't believe that I'm only 5'2 ∞ I tend to disregard social graces when it comes to my opinions ∞ I can be a huge self righteous snob ∞ I wear high heels 24/7 if I'm not at work ∞ I tend to fall asleep watching movies - this means nothing about the quality of the movie - it just means I finally stopped moving around long enough for it to catch up to me ∞ I'm extremely sensitive ∞ I'm the only person in my family who went to church and catechism every week when I was a child - I don't know why? ∞ Lyrics mean more to me than the actual music ∞ I believe in Karma, Angels, and Ghosts ∞ People always tell me I look like Anime ∞ I don't believe you have to pay money to the Catholic Church - or go to Mass to get to Heaven ∞ I believe people should pay for their own college education - not their parents- it makes you a better person ∞ I believe nobility died with chivalry but I secretly hope both are really just hybirnating ∞ I'm a pieces but you'd never know it just from knowing me ∞ I believe I am psychic to a degree ∞ I believe dreams have profound meaning ∞ I love fairies (the winged creatures) ∞ I don't love horses, just mine ∞ I'm rather self-centered, but most people handle it well ∞ I'm also a huge attention whore ∞ I am deathly afraid of making the wrong decisions in life ∞ I believe in that "one true love" ∞ I love learning about all religions ∞ I was born on the total eclipse of the sun ∞ I love animals but think organizations like PETA, ASPCA, and HSUS (when you look at their ultimate goal - and yes they all have the same one) are lunatics and the people that support them either don't understand their ultimate goal, or are lunatics as well ∞ I believe everything happens for a reason ∞ I consider myself a bit of a hippie ∞ I don't believe killing people for political gain is right ∞ I secretly want to marry into money so I can volunteer at an animal shelter all day :) ∞ All the rich men I've ever dated have been a waste of time - so I gave up ∞ If you tell me I can't do something I'm determined to do - you just assured it will get done ∞ The best word anybody ever used to describe my personality is "Tenacious" (it was my daddy) ∞ I feel my family is proud of me but I'll never live up to my sister ∞ I just recently learned that money doesnt equal happiness ∞ I hate when people treat others with disrespect because they feel they are better ∞ I dont consider myself bi-sexual - but there are many people who do ∞ I had the happiest childhood anybody could hope for - then we moved to Oregon ∞ I have a tendency to be inadvertently manipulative ∞ I dont remember anybody from highschool - not even some of my friends - but I had a blast! ∞ Different cultures fascinate me ∞ I'm a sell out because I work for Starbucks - but I have never had an employer treat me so well ∞ I love psychology, and learning about it ∞ I have many many piercings, but no tattoos ∞ I love statistics and analyzing them ∞ I am afraid of children ∞ I love reality shows (yes even the bad ones) ∞ I'm fiercely independent- because I've learned that relying on people comes at a cost ∞ I tend to push people away when I'm hurt ∞ I'm non confrontational ∞ I'm extremely passive aggressive and vindictive ∞ I have no patience for people - and infinite patience for animals ∞ I love the color red ∞ I dont like receiving flowers because I kill them ∞ I believe you should speak the native language of the country you are living in (or at least taking steps to learn it) ∞ I always knew I would move as far away from Oregon as possible - so did my mother ∞ I'm not really sure where "home" is - but I dont feel homeless ∞ I'm horrible at arguments ∞ I spent 8 hours a day arguing with people at my last job - because of this I've devised really ingenuous ways of making people think I'm good at arguing ∞ I learned nice negotiation tactics as well that have proven fruitful for me ∞ I can't get enough Peanut M&Ms ∞ I live for Easter because I love Cadbury Cream Eggs more than anything - and save them so I can have them whenever I want ∞ I thank 4-H for keeping me out of trouble as a teenager ∞ My favorite flowers are Sunflowers and Lilacs ∞ I adore Papillons ∞ I secretly want to be a bartender in a bar where I can dance on the counter and pour shots into people's mouths ∞ I have a Bass Guitar that I'm learning to play - but have no rhythm ∞ I have a general mistrust of Italians (it has nothing to do with the mob) ∞ I imagine Heaven looks a lot like California ∞ I've had over 10 years of straight A's in French , but am horrible at it ∞ I still dont like it when people think I'm 19 ∞ I hate camping ∞ I have a photographic memory - which got me lots of parts in plays in highschool ∞ I love to dress up and tend to over dress regularly ∞
And That, My Friends... is one of my ONLY strong Opinions! I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4