I LOVE YOU ANYWAYS |
Lord, How can you love me, Odd as I am?
Rattled and flailing my hands?
How can you claim me, lord, weary and worn,
Beaten, defeated, belittled and scorned?
How can you need me lord, Helpless and frail...
Posted by ***CRUZCONTROLL***** on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 02:52:00 PST |
FORGOTTEN |
Forgotten by society,Believed to be a monster, Forgotten by destiny, Since I was a youngster, Forgotten by life, In a cruel unusual way, Forgotten and forgotten, Day by day. No on my side, Everyone&rs...
Posted by ***CRUZCONTROLL***** on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 02:07:00 PST |
AS TIME PASSES |
As the seconds pass... We look back... Of what our lives have held... As the minutes pass... We see what fell through the cracks... Parts of our lives we withheld... As the hours pass... We think of w...
Posted by ***CRUZCONTROLL***** on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 01:41:00 PST |
MY NAME IS COCAINE |
I cause people grief, I cause people pain, you may not know me ,my name is cocaine. I make people cry, I make people shout, try me twice and you’ll never get out. Once you try me, you’ll w...
Posted by ***CRUZCONTROLL***** on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 01:34:00 PST |
A BED OF CLOUDS |
I sleep in the clouds, dream in the sky, I’ll keep dreaming as life passes me by, I think my dreams keep me sane, I dream of happiness, a life without pain, some people say I’m stuck in th...
Posted by ***CRUZCONTROLL***** on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 01:26:00 PST |
Take Me |
Take my soul and give me freedom,Take my life and tell me I'll be safe,Take everything I own and give it to someone who will treasure it,Take my looks and use them to get love,Take my hands and get mo...
Posted by ***CRUZCONTROLL***** on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 02:10:00 PST |
THIS IS MY WORLD |
I am incredebly talented but very discouraged. I chastise my body and my wounds themselfs cry.. Cuz my body is hurting inside its own mind. So my wounds are the eye sockets from wich my body sheds tea...
Posted by ***CRUZCONTROLL***** on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 02:01:00 PST |
THE NIGHT I GOT DEPORTED |
T'was dark and cold, in icicles pain froze When train took you off to the blizzard of horror Despair pounded the walls. The hail of bitter drops Battered dashed hopes laid down in the grave.
The thoug...
Posted by ***CRUZCONTROLL***** on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 01:16:00 PST |
THE NIGHT I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF |
The night I tried to kill myselfYou came into my room and weptFor me. The beauty of your longingHeld me like a plaintive song.
You came into my room and wept,Suffering my suffering,And held me like a...
Posted by ***CRUZCONTROLL***** on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 12:49:00 PST |
