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J.A.T. nothing i can say will make you understand how much this boy means to me..nothing i can do will make him seem like he's the one. and though we may be crazy and argue all the time and look like we both deserve better according to most...I love him with my entirety and I've decided that life is better with all the rough edges WITH him in my life that not to have him at all.... I love you, Joshua Adam Trusler-always have and always will. 08-18-07

My Blog

lamp light

I've been tryingtrying to make senseof this feeling.it's numbing me,eatting me away on the inside.such description sounds torturousand unbearable,but it's quite a lovely thing.i swear it.under the la...
Posted by monika [J.A.T.] on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 12:18:00 PST

catastrophe.

Catastrophe. flowers turn towards their dependent; the sky.and when it rains they seem to sing even on the grayest daysI'll only hope to feel such joy in the downpour of my lifebut so far i ju...
Posted by monika [J.A.T.] on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 09:32:00 PST

genuine truths.

genuine truths;; walking down the sidewalks at nightthe lights reflect off the puddlesit's been raining ever since you've leftand these tears bring me back; I reminisce in everything that once wasbut ...
Posted by monika [J.A.T.] on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 08:19:00 PST

you had me at hello.

You had me at hello. I've got apologies flowing through my veins,and they're spilling through the wounded surfaces.Your words are sharper than knivesthat cut me deep.Tell me that this isn't the...
Posted by monika [J.A.T.] on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 03:43:00 PST