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Our Lady of the Various Sorrows

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About Me

I've drained my heart, I've burned my soul. I've trained the core to stop my growth. I pray to die in space, to cover me in snow, to cover me in snow, cover me in snow, I'm dying, I hope you're dying too.

The secret sign of a charmed existence Is the shiny liquid on her lips

And she's just a drug addiction And a self reflecting image of a narcotized mind

My Interests

cats, animal rights, Mr. Pants, the occult, the holocaust, gory details, bones, obliteration, scars, hedonism, perversion, decadence, Alphonse Mucha, Aubrey Beardsley, anything of aesthetic value, design, flowers, plants, nature, psycho girlfriends, virtue, sarcasm, wit, Pisces, astrology, art fags, Piscean men, anything schedule II, tall boots, Scotland, anything anti-Bush, Skinny Puppy, anti-vivisection and anti-fur propaganda, deformities, gross pictures, weird parasites and diseases, demons, ritual magic, high magic, ceremonial magic, chaos magic, drugs, elitism, lesbianism, the L word, chartreuse, absinthe, pills, platform stilettos, reading, writing, hauntings, horror films, cannibal killers, necrophiliacs, travel, vodka, smoking, needles, suicide, death, oblivion and beyond

I'd like to meet:

Adolf Hitler. James St. James. My now dead bestfriend. Forever. An eternal supply of Fentanyl, Versed and a syringe to enjoy them with.Ministry - Smothered Hope (Skinny Puppy cover live w/ Ogre)
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Music:

Nick Cave, Leonard Cohen, Death in June! Cocteau Twins, Dead Can Dance, New Order, Art Lord and the Self Portraits, Skinny Puppy! Front 242, Pj Harvey, Current 93, Christian Death (Rozz), Alien Sex Fiend, Fad Gadget, Killing Joke, Echo and the Bunnymen, Jay-Z, Pet Shop Boys, Ludacris, Concrete Blonde, Death in June, Hip-Hop, Trip-Hop, Rap, much more but I cannot think right now. I must say though, I love the hell out of some Hip-Hop and gangster rap. If you never thought ghetto and gothic could go together in one person; you're wrong!

Movies:

Fight Club, Suburbia (Penelope Spheeris sp?) and many more.

Television:

House, the L Word, South Park! And um...heh...errrr...uh...Golden Girls and Frasier reruns (dirty little secret).

Books:

Far, far too many to list. But Kahlil Gibran and anything fact based, occult related or about haunting's and anything historical sums it up. Oh yeah, extremely gory and brutal serial killer biographies. Go Dahmer. And on the oh-so rare fictional side; the "Gentleman Junkie" himself; William Burroughs and *no* work of fiction under the sun freaked me out like something as simple and popular as Stephen Kings Pet Sematary. That book gives/gave me nightmares.

Heroes:

My beloved cat, Mr. Pants and Gentleman Death.

My Blog

Kill me pills, no one cares my friends...

OK. How many Courtney Love/Hole references can I put into one journal. I hate to admit it but if there is one woman on this earth that I can fully relate to and understand and would probably be excell...
Posted by Our Lady of the Various Sorrows on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 06:27:00 PST

Good morning to you too, otherworld...

So, something wicked this way came. Yes, I was paid a *visit* tonight by some force unseen. Only, it made itself seen as first a little ball of light that looked like a pin-prick or a light from a poc...
Posted by Our Lady of the Various Sorrows on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 03:18:00 PST

Yes, I have surrendered myself to a SURVEY! Thanks a lot Jess, you beotch.

1. Spell your name as it sounds.kay - tee2. Are you available?for what? Only on Sundays....?3. What's your favorite number?8 because it is ruled by the planet Mercury and I am a pure Mercury girl, it ...
Posted by Our Lady of the Various Sorrows on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 06:55:00 PST

Gain and loss; I could do without love, I really could.

In the ever famous words of The Sisters of Mercy song, "Some kind of Stranger" I must quote: "I could wait a long, long time before I hear another love song." I HATE being puppy dog about someone. Yes...
Posted by Our Lady of the Various Sorrows on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 01:13:00 PST

Sister Christian...

Wow, you know, one of my favorite movie scenes EVER was in Boogie Nights when that coke dealer totally rocked the Hell out to some Night Ranger "Sister Christian." I thought only I would have a moment...
Posted by Our Lady of the Various Sorrows on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 07:52:00 PST

Yes, so I have issues.

Oh my, my, my...have I fucked up this time. I am not even going to publicly admit my level of felonious acts that have rendered me underneath the radar of The Man. I do not want to be legally bound t...
Posted by Our Lady of the Various Sorrows on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 08:44:00 PST

If your name is Christian, I hope you catch on fire.

Um, let's see...it amazes me right now just how quickly life as one knows it can be utterly altered, forever changed...ruined...you can add more adjectives for yourself. For me, "ruined" is applicable...
Posted by Our Lady of the Various Sorrows on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 01:28:00 PST

The meaning of "love"

Long time no entry. But this morning (yes, MORNING) I happened to be awake and bored early enough to have time to ponder things and their meaning whilst enjoy my daily injection of pills and espresso....
Posted by Our Lady of the Various Sorrows on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 05:11:00 PST

Eaten by Hell

Well, I have been offline pretty much for a few weeks due to something wrong with whatever starts up windows. When I would try to log onto myspace, the entire screen would disappear. I wasn't trying t...
Posted by Our Lady of the Various Sorrows on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 11:50:00 PST

Dreams, leaving me out in the cold...

Oh my. What a mess my mental state is. I had a dream *again* about Robbie tonight and I woke up so cold. In my dream, I knew he wasn't going to be around much longer and he, Chris and I were somewhere...
Posted by Our Lady of the Various Sorrows on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 02:25:00 PST