Grenzdebil [♥♫]

Well, i'm gonna tell you something about me here...
That's the sense of this box (:
I'm not easy at all. It's easy to make me happy but it' s as easy to make me unhappy.
I'm thinking negative about people. If someone doesn't call me i'm thinking "oh he hates me" even if it could be that the person just forgot to call me.
That's stupid of me, i know but that's the way it is
So I'm a pessimist in some ways.
But the good thing on being a pessimist is: if i think it will be bad, but it's going to be good, i'll be very happy about it (:
I don't need much attention, but if you are honest to yourseld, everybody needs some attention of friends, family, ...
I'll be very shy when we will first met, but if we get to know us better i will talk a lot. And i will talk a lot shit, too... I'm a crazy person
I need time to trust somebody, i can't talk with everybody as if we would know a long time... I'm a little jealous... Not much but a little bit if i really like a person
I can talk veeeery much, but i can be quiet, too. I can listen to people. Even i've got my own problems, i listen to the problems of my friends.
I'm sympathetic, it could happen that i get sad if my friends are sad.
When i'm depressed and really sad it's 90% in the evening, i don't know why, but that's the way it is... Don't spam me when i'm depressed, i don't wanna talk about senseless things... i wanna think about it, or just talk to some special people.
I'm chaotic.. my room is a mess...but if i do someting, i'll do it orderly. i don't do it often but who cares.
There are things which i make immediately.
I'm arrange my pens by color.
I love hair.
If my hair don't looks good i'm getting angry
I'm making my make-up while i'm sitting in the train, because i didn't had enough time to make it at home. Because i made the things to slow at home (:
Sarah grudges this, because she can't do this like me.. if she trys it doesn't look good, if i do, it does xD
I'm phoning till 4 in the morning, get really tired the next day think to myself "i'm not gonna do it today again" and do it again.
I costume myself as Sido or Flavor Flav for carnival... just for fun (:
I'm drawing pictures or make another stupid stuff which is not artistically valuable. (as you can see in my pictures... folder "wannabe-kunst")
uhm... that's it
I love
-the night, it's awesome to be outside in the night -music
-my friends, who listen to me
-animals, i got 2 cats and a dog
-sleeping long, just lying there and think about the world.
-Autumn... it's cold but the leaves are awesome, and to be outside in autumn is great, too
-Phoning
-candles
-bracelets
-Getting mail
-rasberry Icetea
-concerts
-shoes
-Rainbows
-Stars
-Deviantart
-smile
-another senseless stuff, which no one needs, but you gotta have oO
-KARPADOOOOR XDDD
-und viel mehr
I Hate
-people who get on my nerves and even don't notice that they annoy me
-coffee
-monkeys
-moths and butterflies
-pictures of the "süßen xD"
-Styler and Player
-people who are too stupid to discuss
-"Ey guck disch doch ma an!"
-Rain, if my hair is looking great
-wannabe kids who think they are the best
-anonymous calls
-People who say they gonna call but don't do
-Drugs
-solarium tan
-Wind
-green
-...
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