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About Me

WE LIVE
& WE LEARN
And as we learn we succeed to believe...
The things I've learnt
When we strive to believe we learn to hope
FAITH is just a purer hope.
And when we succeed to have faith we have the tools to dreams...
Dreams are the lining of ones heart.. My heart is a very fucked up place but its my place.
Beauty is in the EYE of the beholder. Everyone is beautiful it just takes the rite person to see it. When we accept ourselves we show people how to love us.
FLAWS are wat makes a person "perfect" Im perfect in a very strange way.
Regrets are apart of life we must make mistakes to learn the lesson. And take way information we need to change the future.
My mistakes are scars that I bear, but I wear them with pride.
The mind is stronger then you think. And the energies around us change our offical energy. When u surround yourself with negivitity it seeps in.
Life wasnt ment to be easy so pick yourself up kiddo.
Trust cannont be braught it must be earnt. We learn to forgive and to move on.
Emotions are stronger then anything. But the trival things that envoke them are stronger.
Silence is golden. If we all took the time to listen then maybe we could hear the most important things that words cant express..
The smallest kindness could save a life. A smile is stronger then any words.
A picture paints a thousand words but it takes the rite person to hear every one of them.
We complete ourselves.
LOVE is the best feeling when we let the magic absorb. Love and me never got on well I fought so hard to keep everyone at a safe distance but safe isnt always comforting.
The essance of who someone is, never changes only the motive.
Dreams may only be birthed in every day life when we fight for what we see.
Magic is all around us we just have to learn how to hear and see it.
Most of all I learnt im ME.. I'm not about to change for anyone.. I gave to many people the power to control and hurt me. I take my life into my HANDS.
I turn a new leaf .
Im Chaz and I happen to love it.
♥IM THE ROBERT SMITH RAG DOLL♥
Its a fact that i live in my own little world i created to keep everyone out, but now all the little details have been filled in and im ready to let the sunshine in and expose it.
My family and friends fill in the voids in my world. i love every one of them with my heart.
My two bestfriends are my angels.
Rhett the one I admire and believe in more then anyone, you taught me how to trust again. You steal my breath away with the power of your mind and nature.
Reece you are the one that keeps me goin I love you unconditionally. We will never part. Where ever you go i will follow.
You use a glass mirror to see your face You use your works of art to see your soul

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

ROBERT SMITH- the lead singer of the cure He is everything to me. I feel like he is apart of me, influencing me in everything i do. love u robertCHARLS MANSON_ so i could understand his way of thinking nd his prospects of life.JORDAN-the girl i neva new

My Blog

My dream boy..

If i had to choose a way to die.. i would be in be in a goose bump infested imbrace with my over anxious hands cupping your cherub face...Lucas... baby to say i love you is an understatement.. becoz a...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Feb 2010 04:41:00 GMT

my life in numbers.

49 cuts later and im still walking after you,48 dreams later and im still waiting on you,47 days of all ur hurt eched on my heart,46 ways for you to destory everything i thought i knew,45 things to mi...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Dec 2009 22:41:00 GMT

In case u failed to notice.

Incase u failed to notice       Incase you failed to see              This is my heart bleeding before you.                            This is me on my knees......THESE FOOLISH GAMES ARE TEARING ME AP...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Dec 2009 00:28:00 GMT

Pulling down my emotions and hanging emptiness in its place

Fuck everyone in this pathedic world.I thought there would be more to life then this.. but there isnt and im tired..i dont wanna live..coz really im not living.. im just drifting through ur world but ...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Nov 2009 15:53:00 GMT

My explaination to my existance.

We are strangers, Pasting through her forgein land,Whispers throught the trees cast a forever dream,Where happiness and hopelessness go hand in hand,Drifting down the pathways,Shadows slide and shift ...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Nov 2009 08:10:00 GMT

step for step in her maze

Blind for days The smell of decay,Hangs heavily in the air,She's rotting away beneath the veil,Not that any of you'se would care,Tonight she dreams of death,And begs for morning to never come again,ma...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Sep 2009 18:56:00 GMT

my shadow, my other.

He wrote the words,That unlocked a forbidden heart,Wrapping his words around it,Words of defined art,Coz it was locked away,In ploys to protect the girl inside,But his words inscribe on chambers,That ...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Sep 2009 23:42:00 GMT

dear mr perfect

Dear mr perfect,                         Ive been waiting for you.So i happened again.. that indescribible butterfly wings against my insides and heart in my throat feeling. I feel like i can breathe ...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Sep 2009 06:30:00 GMT

so we are the same in different shades.

let me be weightless,let me dream just that little bit longer,i was always so weak compared,i envy that ur so much stronger,so i wonder throu my delutions,and dont stop to hede the pain,but i cant hel...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Aug 2009 06:26:00 GMT

Seven wonders.

So im back to this..Fuck why did I do this!Im not okay.I built my world around one person..and then he left and I can't deal with it.No matter how much time pasts ill never be able to lose the memory ...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Jul 2009 00:30:00 GMT