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Mattiricia

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

i would really like to know when i will start listening to myself more. my instinct, as a woman, is all i have. i'd like to meet someone who could help me with that.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

me.

My Blog

Mer

god....i've got to trust my instinct regardless if it goes against what i would really like to be the truth.  sad face.  i'm happy that such a rad guy has love in his life regardless if there's absolu...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Jun 2009 16:36:00 GMT

when it rains....

I just got totally screwed out of a new place.  Now, I have to find a place by Sunday.  I was so excited, and thought that my life was going to actually start kickin' some major ass!  I mean, maybe it...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Apr 2009 07:52:00 GMT

The Meaning of Life (One of the many)

So, I learned a long time ago, that one of the most powerful things in the universe is meeting someone at a particular point in your life. I still remember the day I saw Sam for the first time. He w...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 10:25:00 GMT

...and all it does is fade away

i found myself crying to Mother Therese yesterday over the ex. i was angry that i still had tears to cry over a guy that just didn't have the capacity to love me or even truly care about me in a real...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Apr 2009 22:49:00 GMT

dumb choices in life (second chances): i hate when Zack's right

those that have been keeping up with my blogs, no, the title of this blog isn't about my ex.  (this one is more about someone i have held onto regrets about...and hoping to god i get a second chance a...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Apr 2009 09:11:00 GMT

untitled

yesterday was the first day in four weeks that i didn't cry once. a friend of mine told me that i have to let myself be bitter no matter how much i don't want to be. she said that if i didn't allow ...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 09:52:00 GMT

Healing In Progress....

I once saw this John Cusack film where a character said to a couple of kids "You have to be open to truth that's different from your own opinion, otherwise, you'll never see the truth at all". I thou...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Apr 2009 07:14:00 GMT

Dear Maria: (a letter from your friend, Numb)

Hey, there, Maria. I know I haven't been around very much, but I have to say, me and Pain and Tears don't get along. You've been spending a lot of time with them over the last six months. There wer...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 22:31:00 GMT

Dear Pain

I have to say, Pain, you have far outstayed your welcome. I let you in because I realize that you are a part of life. But, for the last six months, on and off, you have come into my life, and this t...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 22:23:00 GMT

In Love Pt. 2

In love is where I'd like to bewith a man who says he cares for mebutIn need is where I amwanting desperately to know where I standInstead, i sit in waitTrying to believe it's not too lateforthe best ...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 00:38:00 GMT