Alexz.

Story of a Girl.
Alexzandria Kaiden Lane.

I am wrecked, I am overblown. I’m also fed up with the common cold. But I just hate to say goodbye. To all the metaphors and lies. That have taken me years to come up with.Say it's true; say you like me. Just for the night, for me it's been eternity. And as I gently sip this drink, I think about my lack of future. And all the places I could learn to fall in love.I know I shouldn't waste my time. But you've not been better designed. And for some reason still think I am wrecked, I am overblown. I’m also fed up with the fucking common cold. When I just want to feel alive. For the first time in my life. I just want to feel attractive today.
Early Years.
You used to call me your angel. Said i was send straight down from heaven. And you'd hold me close in your arms. I thought of the way you felt so strong. I never wanted you to leave. I wanted you to stay here holding meI miss you. I miss your smile. And I still shed a tear. Every once in awhile., And even thought it's different now. You're still here somehow. My heart won't let you go. And I need you to know. I miss you. I miss you.You used to call me you're dreamer. And now Im living out my dream. how I Wish you could see. Everything that's happening for me. I'm thinking back from the past. It's true the time is flying to fast.I miss you. I miss your smile. And I still shed a tear. Every once in awhile. And even thought it's different now. You're still here somehow. My heart won't let you go. And I need you to know. I miss you. I know that you're in a better place. But I wish i could see your face. I know that's where you need to be. Even though it's not here with me.I miss you. I miss you.
Childhood.
Candy coated death. Lined with crystal meth. How it takes my breath away. Its like suicide. To look into your eyes. That's where my secrets lay to die.And I feel my body perish in your arms. All the pain I felt is.Take my life. Drink me dry. Eat my soul from the inside out. Swallow me. All of me. Suddenly my veins run dry.Six feet underground. How'd you like me now? I have set my pain at ease. Now leave my heart alone. With all my rotting bones. So my soul may rest in peace.And I feel your lips taste me one last time. All the pain I felt is.Take my life. Drink me dry. Eat my soul from the inside out. Swallow me. All of me. Suddenly my veins run dry.
Teens
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