Visit My UTube PageAh yes my about me, personally I've lost my faith in people little by little over the years. Which is hard to believe, because I'm such an optimist. I try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt, even though no one gives it back to me. Its seems to be, that all the people who have ever said to me adamantly, that they'd always be there for me, they'd never leave me, never quit on me no matter how difficult the situation, aren't the ones here by my side. All the people who I thought wouldn't hang around, or just really didn't care, are the ones still here by my side and are fighting hard with me. its funny how people are super quick to jump off a "sinking" ship when things aren't looking up or good, when its not even that bad at all, its just a slight leak, those people usually are the first to jump aboard a new vessel that appears to be great and exciting, just to find themselves jumping into stankier shitbox than that they left behind. I'm amused at how quick people are to drop you, if you do something wrong to them, even if its something small and trivial, but yet when they've wronged you its ok, and you should turn the other cheek, and just forget. I hate how people can use the term "I Love You" so loosely. I grew up believing, and still believe that when you "love" someone or something, it means through thick and thin. Even if that someone or something you "love" hurts you, If you "loved" them you'd be able to find a way to forgive them, and get over it, because to me that's what the word love means, the ability to forgive, and accept, to move on past your problems. Unfortunately I have found out, that's not the case at all. Disney skews everything, so people go on believing from adolescence there is a silver lining in the clouds at all times. There is no Silver Lining, just black. There is no such thing as happily ever after, and Love isn't the strongest force in the world its greed, and also love doesn't conquer anything. Time doesn't heal all wounds, it makes them worse. The harder you work, the less you see in return for ur efforts.
I'm a father. My son Dylan is 3. He is handsome just like me, and also perfect to me in every way. Hes what keeps me motivated to be at the top of my game.
I am single... and looking.... go figure.... Im a musician, I play the bass and drums. Those are my 2 babies in the background. My Fender Custom Lefty P-bass, there's only 1, it is mine and only mine.... one of a kind nothing sounds like it, and then my Schecter Stiletto Custom Lefty 6... I own a music studio with my #1 friend Keith <----- a.k.a The Man or Coolhwhip. We give music lessons and do live sounds for peoples and bands. I'm the bassist and chief songwriter in the awesome band, THE JOHN LIST SYMPHONY. Come check us out. YOU WILL NOT BE DISAPPOINTED. I also help out my friends Max, Kyle, and Paul in We All Have Day Jobs by playing my sexy 6 for them. Other than that I work the graveyard shift stocking them shelves at Shoprite, its such a easy job...its great. When I'm not sleeping I'm just hanging around with my band and friends drinking and smoking, trying to enjoy my life. And then once a week I see my little dude, which is always my weekly highlight and down point. That's my about me!!!
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