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Heidi

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About Me

About me:For all of you who thought you knew me, well...I've come a long way! For those of you who don't know what kind of tide I've been fighting, then let me hit you with the wave!I graduated from Colorado State University in 1998 with a degree in Marketing; had the world at my feet, then, I started using cocaine. It was a 7 year ride that drove me to madness. In 2005, I went to prison in New Mexico for Conspiracy to commit armed bank robbery. Yeah, you read it right. From PTA mom to bank robber ...all to get high.I lost a good friend to 4 bullets that day... SWAT ain't no joke, and I thank God to be alive... and clean today. Almost 4 years without drugs, without the fears and hopelessness, and I've got the world at my feet once again!I have found forgiveness in the hearts of my children, my true friends and my family... what more could a woman ask for? travel layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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If you have an interest in recovery from drugs or alcohol, writing, poetry or just getting to know me, I won't turn my back on you...real friends are hard to come by.

My Blog

The Darkness Screams

The Darkness ScreamsIts dark inside my head;dark when I see red.Black skies scream inside the night, playing jokes; no more token laughs to clear away the smoke. I explode insanity from the crazy sid...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Mar 2009 20:04:00 GMT

Patience is the Storm

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Posted by on Sun, 21 Dec 2008 14:24:00 GMT

Without You...

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Posted by on Sun, 30 Nov 2008 12:09:00 GMT

You said you would be back

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Posted by on Thu, 06 Nov 2008 18:03:00 GMT

Unjust, Unwarranted...

  Unjust, unwarranted... you left me unwanted yet left me to grow;  I thank you for introducing me to the parts of me I didn't know,  for I couldn't have found them until you had to go and I wonder wh...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 13:30:00 GMT

Our Vicious Cycle

Our Vicious CycleThe difference between what we want and what we need can be a fine line or a fat one.  When your needs aren't met, that's one thing you can't live with, forgive or forget....
Posted by on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 17:48:00 GMT

Desire

.Desire; a craving, undeniable passion, exciting the mind, sometimes unkind, yet unwilling to recede.  Reluctance; so painful, now an aching fetish for more runs rampant, exp...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 21:10:00 GMT

My Inner Child

    My Inner Child My inner child; a being of innocence, of ignorance that is pure bliss; the kiss of an eyelash that tickles so lightly, yet worry is something that burns so bright...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 14:19:00 GMT

Share My Life

Share My Life   In the cool night air, in the chill of a breeze, I can find you& still, laying next to me.    Our troubles are few; the past is the past. I want to hold on to ou...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 21:52:00 GMT

Troubled Waters

Troubled Waters Troubled waters run through the town yet they never seem to slow us down from running hard and playing wet; wanting more than we could hope to get.     We bend, we fol...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 16:09:00 GMT