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About Me

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i am a mute blonde nymphomaniac supermodel who owns a liquor store. some people call me carla, some people call me mom.

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“Clothes make the man. Naked people have little or no influence on society.”



HowManyOfMe.com

There are
4
people with my name
in the U.S.A.
How many have your name?

that's enough about me, lets talk about YOU!

My Interests

It doesnt interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing. It doesnt interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive. It doesnt interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow if you have been opened by lifes betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful be realistic remember the limitations of being human. It doesnt interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself. If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. If you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy. I want to know if you can see Beauty even when it is not pretty every day. And if you can source your own life from its presence. I want to know if you can live with failure yours and mine and still stand at the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon,Yes! It doesnt interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair weary and bruised to the bone and do what needs to be done to feed the children. It doesnt interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back. It doesnt interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments. Oriah

I'd like to meet:

“In my opinion, the best thing you can do is to find a person who loves you for exactly who you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think that the sun shines out your ass. That’s the kind of person that’s worth sticking with.” -Juno.
that's who i would like to meet....


"The only normal people are the ones you don't know very well."



How evil are you?

Sanity calms, but madness is more interesting.



Music:



Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life.

Berthold Auerbach

Music is the shorthand of emotion. Leo Tolstoy

Music is the art which is most nigh to tears and memory.

Oscar Wilde

Music is love in search of a word.

Sidney Lanier
Who hears music feels his solitude peopled at once. Robert Browning

Without music, life would be a mistake.

Friedrich Nietzsche

Music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent.

Victor Hugo

After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music. Aldous Huxley

Words make you think a thought. Music makes you feel a feeling. A song makes you feel a thought.

- E.Y. Harburg (Edgar Yipsel) (1898 - 1981)
Music is an outburst of the soul. -Frederick Deluis

Music should strike fire from the heart of man, and bring tears from the eyes of woman.

Ludwig Van BeethovenJack Anthony
There are more love songs than anything else. If songs could make you do something we'd all love one another. Frank Zappa

it is thru music which angels speak



Television:

has a tendency to get staticky and then leads me to believe that aliens are sending subliminal messages, trying to coerce me to join them in their own lil vendetta against mankind, to buy into their belief that all of humanity sucks and so i try to just avoid the television.

And now you've seen what you want to be Just have your party on TV 'Cos the man from mars won't eat up bars Where the TV's on And now he's gone back up to space Where he won't have the hassle with the human race And you hip hop Just blast off Sure shot 'Cos the man from mars has stopped eating cars and Eating bars And now he only eats guitars

Books:


Heroes:

mother teresaSt. Theresa's Prayer: May today there be peace within. May you trust your highest power that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith. May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content knowing you are a child of God. Let his presence settle into our bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and every one of you.
What I do, you cannot do; but what you do, I cannot do. The needs are great, and none of us, including me, ever does great things. But we can all do small things, with great love, and together we can do something wonderful.-Mother Theresa
boo radley if for no other reason for the simple fact that he was so misunderstood

and whoever wrote this:

I am a thief who smiles and invents words to sing with animals.
I wear the hat of a thief and my wings are invisible.
I am your guardian angel, your most secret lie.
I conjure up whistles and tears for your children.
Trust me.

My Blog

he would be 30 today.

yesterday my mom asked me...."do you know what tomorrow is?"my brothers birthday. "he would be 30"im gonna go get a cake.forgot to get my laundry soap off of the bottom of the buggy yesterday so i got...
Posted by PßyPT on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 10:25:00 PST

what you say can and will be misquoted and blogged!!!

she said: dont fucking have a mother effin funeral for me. do not have a party i said:i aint in control of what THEY do for youshe said:save my ashes till someone goes to hawaiiim gonna put u in cont...
Posted by PßyPT on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 09:24:00 PST

you know i like my chicken fried.

so, i am blind in one eye and i cant see out of the other. come back in 6 months.the rain came down today. i got new wiper blades on the van.i'll have 2 quarter pounders a biggie fries 2 app...
Posted by PßyPT on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 05:52:00 PST

oh shit, that kid is loaded

there were so many moments today that i wished i had my camera. the baby had a clean face. the worm that was so high it couldnt even slither like worms do....i trimmed plants for HOURS. about 8 of em....
Posted by PßyPT on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 08:17:00 PST

grinnin like im guilty, but i dont know what happened

my stupid horrorscope said that i am going to be hungry all day, no matter what i eat. like the fact that i have gained 20 lbs since i stopped smoking isnt enough?! thats right. 20 fucking pounds. can...
Posted by PßyPT on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 01:23:00 PST

set the world on fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiire

since the new addiction to mobsters, i have neglected everyone in my life. i apologize. and i promise, its not going to get any better. deal with it.i've been stressed out since the "omg, there is oil...
Posted by PßyPT on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 12:23:00 PST

TONIC

Love is tragic Love is bold You will always do what you are told Love is hard Love is strong You will never say that you were wrong I dont know when I got bitter Love is sure better...
Posted by PßyPT on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 12:36:00 PST

marlene, marlene, the ugliest girl i ever seen

Cryin' on the cornerwaitin' in the rainI swear I'll never ever wait again.You gave me your wordbut words for you are lies.Darlin' in my wildest dreams I never thought I'd goBut it's time to let you kn...
Posted by PßyPT on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 10:52:00 PST

stop the world, let me off!

hoppin off the planet for a while. no need to worry.all is well.just on HIATUS.meep meep
Posted by PßyPT on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 05:28:00 PST

paid the phone bill...AGAIN

has it occurred to anyone else that today is 08/08/08?
Posted by PßyPT on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 01:30:00 PST