i will tell u this right know i will never break your heart. your worth way to much to me and i could never do that to u because i wake up and your the first and only thing on my mind and as i am sitting at school your still on my mind and at work and when i get home there is nothin i can think of besides u. love is the most complicated thing in this world but without it life is pointless and since i have met you my love, my life as been as meaningful as it has ever been. Never say goodbye please because i know in my heart that goodbye should never be the end of what we have because i believe what we have only happeds once in a life time and nothing amazing comes easy. you have to put time and most of all your heart into it because that is the bottom line to what true love is and if that is what it is then i must have found it because in my past girls were always nice to have around and easy to have around but you are diffrent we have to do everything in our power just to spend thoughs few seconds in eachothers arms and for those few seconds i feel everything that troubles me just float off into the sky and that is the greatest feeling in the world because i have never met anyone that could do that to me but u r the special one but most of all i know in my mind u will never be just another girl and that is the best feeling in the world. just so u know i would not like anything more then waking up with u in my arms after a night of just talking about life and love and how we are better together. the warmth of your lips i have not felt but i think of them all the time and wait for the day both of our lips can interlock like when our hands are interlocked with each other and they just feel and fit so perfect together. i remeber the first time we were together and sat there on my couch watchin a movie with everyone else but u were the only thing i could think of and while we sat there our heart beats were right on with one anothers and our chemistry was like nothing i have felt before. and know that is ok for me and u to be together all i can think of is holding u in my arms and not thinking about anything but you and how beautiful you are from the inside and out. the beautiful thing about u and me is that our relationship is based on friendship and thats the most important thing and we both know that there is no need to have sex because our friendship is much more important then anything else. i love it when i can just look into your eyes and u look back into mine because your heart is what makes me so attracted to u. and lastly how even though i am the best nerd u know u still lissen when i go off about stuiped shool stuff because u care about me and thats the greatest filling in the world!!! so babe i just want to tell u that u are the most amazing girl that has EVER came into my life and that no matter what or where your at i will be there physically or i will be there in your heart because i know u will always be mine. to my love and my only one 3
Life can be so easy, no worries and filled with happiness, but it can change so fast- be hard and complicated. It’s the same way with love. It can be so easy without worries and give you happiness, but it can also be heartbreaking, difficult and complicated. Love is supposed to make you happy and bright up your life, not make your life dark and sad. Is it hope? When you know it’s a slowly goodbye, but still hold on to it? Think about all the times where we wish we could turn back the time to make another choice and to do thing different. If I could do that I would tell you how beautiful you are and how much I care about you- I would hug you and kiss you. But what does love really mean? Does it give us hope or take it away? If I go away for a while- please don’t forget me, I just want to try it on my own. Will I still be in your dreams? Will I be in your thoughts and in your dreams when you fall asleep? I’m leaving now, but please don’t forget me. There’s been a lot of lies, but answer me this time- If I’m coming back, will you take me in your arms and hold me close? Is that my hope? That I’ll always be in your heart, or I’m I just being stupid asking you to break my heart? The most beautiful thing with love is that it always hopes 3 and if you don’t put your whole heart into it, it’s no reason to hope. I hoped, I putted my whole heart into it, but it still gave me darkness- Why? I hoped.. WHY? If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. I belive there's a dream boy for everybody-somewhere.. I wish a had a boy that would hold hia arms around me, while there was people around. That would kiss me without me asking for it with my eyes. that I had someone that liked me and didn't just wanted sex. A person I could talk with about everything, without thinking I'm wierd- that doesn't say "where do you get all that from?" A person that's willing to share what we have together3 a person that's willing to go thrue fights and find a way to solve the problem.. A guy thats love me for me and just me3 A person like you... 3
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