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Philipp

And it's never too late... To save the Hopeless Case

About Me

I'm chronically depressed - My mindset comes with three settings: "down", "dismal" and "panicing". I smoke like a friggin' chimney, but depressed fucks tend to do that...

I'm a fanatic idealist, especially when it comes to shit like physical beauty, aspects of (my version of) morality, and have a serious problem with tolerating mediocraty in both myself and others. Just a different kind of fascist, I guess...

I was always a lone wolf. And in spite of having been fortunate to also have had some good experiences with people, I've failed to become any less anti-social over the years.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Someone who would love me, someone who could make me believe in love again, and someone a wacko like me could actually love... preferably as a package-deal?I'd like to meet more people I like, people who could make me feel understood, and make me feel like I belonged or whatever it is I need to feel

My Blog

The King Of Catastrophe

"Just when he thought everything was going his way, just when he started to believe that everything was honkey-dorey - he'll look at that cloud, he's standing on, and with an itsy-bitsy-teeny-little-a...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 13:46:00 GMT

Even more, as in, beyond belief, incredible!!!

How crazy. To be yanked back from the darkest pit of absolute despair like that. From wreckage to royalty. Right now, I can't say that I feel bad. I can only say that I miss him. Come on, world, I can...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 12:54:00 GMT

Incredible

So bored. So utterly pennyless. Can't wait for another intoxicated break from reality. Let me puke! I feel like robbing a bank, and blowing it all on drugs & alchohol. I get so explosive, raging a...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 18:26:00 GMT

Latter days

Happiness and pain. Yeah. Radical changes. Now.
Posted by on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 15:13:00 GMT

Let Denmark burn!

I'm so sick of this country... I'm really starting to hate living here. I can't go to a skate shop, and get what I want - there's no selection beyond Element and Birdhouse... And I don't know&nbs...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 13:33:00 GMT

Revision

Hmm... It didn't last long. It seems as though I have forgotten, what I imagined could be, in the sense that I still don't feel as though it will be enough... to make it worth my while. And part of me...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 05:38:00 GMT

A tentative new outlook

The hen won't lay eggs... so maybe if you break an egg, a chicken will come out, that could become a hen, with the aforementioned abillity... Possibly. There's no point in looking for something, you'l...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 10:25:00 GMT

Everybody's bored...

Everybody's bored and maybe it's just that everybody's boring... Everybody wants someone to talk to... Why do you shut up? I don't care - I can't relate to human beings, so yeah.... to hell with me
Posted by on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 07:56:00 GMT