Friend of Bill

I loved it!!! I loved it all your, mine and the guys on the corner!! i took this passion to an extreme. An extreme that truly that took everything i loved away. An extreme where me best friend couldn;t believe me anymore. An extreme where she left me only to love a lost soul!! And then it hit me, wierdly enough on a tuesday afternoon while i was driving to work(late as usual) I relized I had a problem and today was the day i was going to take action. (it sounds simple, but my life has been flipped, flopped and fucked since then). Today is simple and mellow. I work, I fellowship and i act of sevice to those about me!! Do I love it, not yet In fact i miss the racing and the highs and lows, the cauios, But i don't miss being late to work, or broke, or staying up all night making sure the carpet was put together the right way J/K Is it different, yes. Will I stay, I don't know, but it's midnight and i have successfully made throught 1 more day with messing up everything! So i will stay 1 more day. To those of you that took the time to read this. GOD BlESS YOU and to those that didn't, we may met someday