Layout made by LoveLadyBmy name is melissa , im 19 and i have the most gorgeous lil girl named shemiah. I decided to rewrite this and let people see a lil more sensitive side to me, so here it goes. I was with my childs father for about 2- 2 1/2 years and thought that he was the one. i got pregnant with his first child and lost it.. but we still made it through the rain and hardships and i thought we'd make it forever. Then i got pregnant with shemiah and he had me soo convinced we were gonna be a family and i would carry his last name.. apparently i wasnt good enough because he left me when i was 4 months pregnant. soo to make a long story short he pretty much kept me close from my pregnancy until present so he had someone to fall back on, not caring about how bad he was hurting me... i really want that part of my life to be over, the feeling worthless, un attractive, jus flat out not good enough for anybody feeling. i really want to be able to find someone out there that does want to be with just me and not all of the girls that catch his eye, someone who wont take my love for granted and use it against me to get his way. i feel i deserve it. i take care of my daughter all by myself and go to school and am about to start a full time job along with maintaining my own household. whats not to like? so id like to know what the hell it is that im doing wrong to attract guys that dont care? if u know tell me cause im ready to start over and for once in the last 4 1/2 years be happy again....
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