i am a grandmother 8 times over, 6 of them given to me by my step children and 2 my precious little ones by my beautiful daughter Mara.as i stated earlier,proud grandmotherof my darling and very much loved and missed grand daughters {did u see their pictures beautiful!} and a proud mother to their mother, in my daughter i am very lucky to have a child as wonderful as my mara. i miss u very much and i can just fell my arms wanting to hold u. and i am nervous and excited for you also with new one on way i wish you were here it just tears me apart that we are so far apart when if you dont need me i do you.And lets not forget my only son, my rock. Who in times as this is to be my pillar of strength or at the very least support to help me deal with the losses we all have suffered.A son i guess you could say hes doing his part in helping me refocus hers his contribution to my sanity.I am at this moment trying to decide if he will ever drive a car, and i do know it wont be til he admits it, gives me credit for being able to add two an two{he had my keys gone sametime as car which under camera and comes back when i call asking where my keys are in a new shirt he wants me to notice. then i start dropping little hints on what if then he has a"friend" who he doesnt know their name but they know my car and seen it and was able to go get with credit cards still there fossil sunglasses leather coat and cd's all still in car. hmm!} car and pays off the 1700 that it is going to cost to have my new car drivable again. and then him and the dingy little bimbo he took for ride might have another shot at seeing each other again. but this is my dillema at the moment. oh yea and a husband that while runs a 200,000,000.00 company that i helped him get going cant seem to know his mind one way or the other. damn retro layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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