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Chrysanthemum ♥

These hands are small, I know...

About Me

Seperate from you,
yet undeniably in synch.
Christianne is the name. The quiz says I'm an existentialist and I agree. Life is what you make of it. Conversation and conservation are of equal importance. I love this planet and everything it has to offer, and not offer. I breathe in everything I can to survive because if I didn't my curiousity would probably eat me alive. I ask a lot of questions because I want to know all of the answers. I wish I could say nothing surprises me because everything thing I experience has some familiarity to it. When relationships are hard I remind myself, to avoid feeling victimized and alone, that every human has the same emotions I do. It's just a matter of how they hide them or protect themselves. I've realized brick walls just hurt people, so my advice to you: don't build them. When your hurting, try to understand the REAL reason why your hurt and then do what you can to learn from it. That's how people move on. Emotions are not only reactions but lessons waiting to be learned. If you hold on for too long you can fall too deep and sometimes it becomes too late. The message becomes enveloped in self pity. I'm a little on the naive side but only because I believe in possibilities. You say gullible is written on the ceiling, I'll look because it wouldn't surprise me if it was. I love to laugh because there is no reason not to. It really is the best medicine. I'm rather sensitive to criticism and could be embarrassed easily if I hadn't learned at a young age that everybody is human and some/most things have some sort of irony or humour in them. I'm a non-comforist when I think it's necessary. I am deeply empathetic and have a rollercoaster of emotions because of it. I feel emotions like waves. I believe in love and my heart is broken every day because of it. I am anything but vengeful, quick to forgive, and even quicker to forget. Compassion is my game and money means nothing to me. I believe every person can make a difference. I don't like being controlled but I like being gently guided. I am usually direct and sometimes shy. I get mad when I see injustice and believe the government is using fear as a controlling device. I'm a perfectionist but am all right with the fact that I'm NOT perfect. It's just a mindset I use to motivate myself to be the best person I can be. What you put in, is what you will get. If you feel like you get nothing out of life, it's because you've put nothing in to it. I take the long way home to avoid scary corners. I'm an astrological fiend, a philosopher, an observer, a reader, a writer, a little bit poetic, a mystic, an optimist, a trier, and a doer.
There's a bit of truth everywhere I look.

Your beautiful, and I love you.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"When the first baby laughed for the first time, the laugh broke into a thousand pieces and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginning of fairies."

-J.M. Barrie (from Peter Pan)

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We're like two peas in one pod ♥

My Blog

Wow, I was not ready for this round of nostalgia.

So many people have come in and out of my life for the past two years... it's incredible. I've been thinking about a lot of my old friends, especially the one's who don't attempt even a bit of communi...
Posted by Chrysanthemum ♥ on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 03:01:00 PST

The ants go driving one by one... Hurrah!

The beams warm the skin underneath infinite layers of cotton and warmth. They shine right through the glass of the windows of Peen, refer to the white stationwagon car of a mother I drive. We dro...
Posted by Chrysanthemum ♥ on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 05:26:00 PST

Hallelujahs & Woogity Woogities!

Greetings. Excited today. No apparent reason. Want to explore the depths of life. Doing it with the least amount of stress possible. Ever made a song in your head only to hear it on the radio ten year...
Posted by Chrysanthemum ♥ on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 02:14:00 PST

Maybe

I forget, when I become absorbed in the comforts and pleasures of life, that negativity does exist. I seem to develop this idea that I become invincible to any harm because I have everything I would e...
Posted by Chrysanthemum ♥ on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 04:41:00 PST

Lejos and Mary

Quick! Run away, quick, before time stops to tick and your heart, your heart, your heart, is left broken, split and open, right there, on the cold cement and I say this because  it's th...
Posted by Chrysanthemum ♥ on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 02:35:00 PST

Ponderingistificly

I let my mind run around in circles as if it were a pup chasing it's own tail. Round and round, over and over again, creating an almost tazmanianesque effect on the carpet of the living room floor. Wh...
Posted by Chrysanthemum ♥ on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 05:45:00 PST

It's good

I found myself in the bottom of a deep hole riddled with darkness. Searching for the fantasy world I'd dreamt up in the midst of the constant chaos that seemed to surround me. It wasn't that I gave up...
Posted by Chrysanthemum ♥ on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 09:15:00 PST

Preamble

I, the woman of Christianne, in order to form a more balanced life, establish independence, insure domestic tranquility, provide for my mental health, promote the general welfare, and secure...
Posted by Chrysanthemum ♥ on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 07:16:00 PST

Two O Five [AM]

floater, more like minnow, but whale-like too. desire - for action, for passion and expansion of mind; gracefully efforts are climbing then dwindling once more (only to climb again). individuality; st...
Posted by Chrysanthemum ♥ on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 01:22:00 PST

Thanksgiving

Words escaped my body as a distant dream hovered over the covers, mangled with the sheets like lovers. The haze from the sun that snuck in through cracks in the blinds and bounced off the wa...
Posted by Chrysanthemum ♥ on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 10:04:00 PST