Update on my daughter |
Thanksgiving was soooo hard for me. My first holiday without my daughter. I can't imagine what Christmas is going to be like. For the first time, I don't want Christmas to come. Jeanne (the adoptive m...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 22:53:00 GMT |
Update on my life...post-pregnancy |
Ok, well I have a fever of 100.2 right now but I'm going to write this b/c I haven't written in a long time.Some people are probably wondering how I've been doing since I've given birth, and I'm actua...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 18:12:00 GMT |
My labor story |
So I had my beautiful baby girl. Here's the story:Got to the hospital a little after 7am, got to my room, got settled, etc. Nurses told me it was going to be awhile until they start inducing me b/c th...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 19:12:00 GMT |
I've been having contractons all day |
So today Chris, my mother and I went to Freehold mall to go meet up with the adoptive parents, Jeanie and Gary. And on the way there, at around 4, I told my mom I've been getting this tightening feeli...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 00:03:00 GMT |
Just got back from the hospital.... |
Just a small update...I had to go back to the hospital today to get another non-stress test and ultrasound done. And everything is still the same. The baby is perfectly fine. This time they actually c...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 18:34:00 GMT |
AAAHHH! Im still f*ckin' pregnant! |
So today I'm 3 days past my due date and I'm extremely pissed off about it. I haven't felt 1 fuckin contraction yet, just the normal Braxton Hicks and I've been getting those the whole pregnancy so th...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 23:27:00 GMT |
my 40 week appt. |
Oh my god. I went through hell today. I hate going to the doctors that I go to but my mom made me go. So this morning, I got there at 7:50 and finally got called maybe a little after 9 or right befor...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 18:22:00 GMT |
today's my due date |
So today's my due date and I'm still sitting here, pregnant. I know it's only 1 in the afteroon and the days not over but I know I'm not going to be giving birth today, or any of these days, ma...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 13:23:00 GMT |
I'm saying goodbye to her |
So I came to the conclusion after thinking about it for over a week that I cannot be a mother right now b/c I don't have what it takes to raise a baby. I don't have a place for me and the baby to live...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 11:42:00 GMT |
I moved out of Chris's |
So it finally happened. I got the hell out of Chris's house and I can thank his mother for it. I swear, she's a f**king lunatic. She's always complaining that Chris and I go out to resturants an...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 16:43:00 GMT |
