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St. Sebastian

Enveloped in a sad distraction

About Me

I'm tired of myself more than anyone else.

My Interests

Writing Art Music Movies Sprituality Philosophy Buddhism Poetry Games Chess Burning Matches Being weird Baking Billiards Photography Wondering around Being underground History Birds Metaphors Painting

I'd like to meet:

Zombies

Music:

A.C. Newman Animal Collective Anthony and the Johnsons Arcade Fire Art Brut Baby Shambles Beck Beirut Bell Orchestre Belle and Sebastian Beta Band Billie Holiday Bjork BRMC Bloc Party Blondie Blur Bob Dylan Bob Marley Bonnie "Prince" Billy Brendan Benson Bright Eyes Buena Vista Social Club Bush Buzzcocks Cafe Tacuba Carlos Gardel Cat Power Charlie "Bird" Parker Clap Your Hands Say Yeah Clash Clinic Clor Dandy Warhols Dave Brubeck Dead Prez Dears Death from Above 1979 Devendra Banhart Devo Doors Echo and the Bunnymen Edan Elefant Elliot Smith Fiery Furnaces Fiona Apple Futureheads Goldfrapp Hives Horrors Howlin' Wolf IMA Robot Interpol Jeff Buckley John Coltrane Johnny Cash Joy Division Kid Koala Killers Kills Kraftwerk Ladytron Le Tigre Louis Armstrong Louis XIV Marilyn Manson Mars Volta Massive Attack Max Richter Methodman Miles Davis Moby Modest Mouse Morrissey Muse Neko Case Neutral Milk Hotel Nick Drake Nigo Nine Inch Nails Peaches Portishead Prince Raconteurs Radiohead Rammstein Ramones Rapture Regina Spektor Robert Johnson Robocop Kraus Sex Pistols She Wants Revenge Sigur Ros Shins Sleater Kinney Smiths Stooges Strokes Sufjan Stevens Tapes N' Tapes Thom Yorke Tom Vek Tom Waits Turin Brakes Velvet Underground Walkmen We are Scientists White Stripes Wilco Xiu Xiu Yeah yeah yeahs

Movies:

Pi Requiem for a Dream The Professional Trainspotting Garden State The Triplets of Belleville Narc The Big Lebowski Bram Stoker's Dracula The Silence of the Lambs Scarface Boondock Saints 8 1/2 Fight Club Seven The Manchurian Candidate Amadeus 12 Monkeys Lord of the Rings Ghost Dog Amelie Adaption Donnie Darko Dr. Strangelove or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb Ran Ikiru Seven Samurai Throne of Blood Lawerence of Arabia Princess Mononoke Donnie Brasco American Splendor Memento Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels The Motorcycle Diaries The Last Temptation of Christ Raging Bull The Usual Suspects Indiana Jones Star Wars Saving Private Ryan Resevoir Dogs Frida Citizen Kane Malcolm X The Wild Bunch Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas V for Vendetta Stay Purple Rain Brazil Amor es Perros Children of Men

Television:

The Simpsons Boondocks Invader Zim The Critic Aqua Teen Hunger Force The Young Ones Oz

Books:

Siddhartha - Hermman Hesse Brave New World - Aldous Huxley The Dharma Bums and On the Road - Jack Kerouac The Trial - Franz Kafka The Wind Up Bird Chronicle - Haruki Murakami Anything by Orwell Survivor - Chuck Palahniuk Slaughterhouse-five and Breakfast of Champions - Kurt Vonnegut Paradise Lost - John Milton Love in the Time of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez Crime and Punishment and Notes from the Underground - Fydor Dostoyevsky Frankenstein - Mary Shelley Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas - Hunter S. Thompson Invisible Cities - Italo Calvino

Heroes:

Pete Doherty Akira Kurosawa Fyodor Dostoyevsky Italo Calvino Thom Yorke

My Blog

Another last entry

This will be my last entry for a while...I think or maybe it will be my last for good. I can't feel anything good so that's about it. I give up. Not that anyone will notice. Self pity yeah yeah. Stop....
Posted by St. Sebastian on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 11:42:00 PST

Get ready for a shock

I'm depressed and lonely. *gasp* I'm also very tired in a lot of ways. My head just hurts and hurts and hurts. I wonder what made me this disaster. I guess it must be my fault. I get more and more dis...
Posted by St. Sebastian on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 10:34:00 PST

Vacant

    Once in a while you forget and act as if someone were still there. You can only feel the sting as you catch yourself. You stare at empty seats and objects left behind. Over and over...
Posted by St. Sebastian on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 10:57:00 PST

My Cat -R.I.P " I felt you so much today"

"Pioneer To The Falls"Show me the dirt pileAnd I will pray that the soul can takeThree stowawaysVanish with no guileAnd I will not payBut the soul can waitThe soul can waitIt's still prettyWhat with a...
Posted by St. Sebastian on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 07:17:00 PST

Hamster Master

I've accepted the chimpunk as my lord and savior.
Posted by St. Sebastian on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 03:00:00 PST

Wi nter time

A ghost appears on the road.He's a old friend now. He's been hiding within me all this time.He reminds me of past hopesof late nights and early mornings where fogs were thinner and darknesses made the...
Posted by St. Sebastian on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 02:06:00 PST

How are things on the west coast?

I don't identify
Posted by St. Sebastian on Sat, 26 May 2007 11:06:00 PST

You've had Enough

    Where am I?WhatHow?
Posted by St. Sebastian on Tue, 22 May 2007 12:08:00 PST

Blank

Death to Everyone 
Posted by St. Sebastian on Thu, 17 May 2007 10:49:00 PST

I have 69 comments

    HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHASeriously the next person that comments is getting a BEATIN'
Posted by St. Sebastian on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 10:24:00 PST