depersonalization |
Have you ever just felt like you're going through the motions, but you don't feel like you? Kind of like you're outside of your body, playing witness to everything that's going on, rather than e...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 03:04:00 GMT |
broken |
Moving on isn't what it's supposed to be. Tears run down my cheeks at the most random times of the day, and screams escape my throat at the most inoppurtune points of my life. It's just li...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 02:39:00 GMT |
dreams |
There are many theories out there as to what dreams mean and how they translate. Since Ben's passing, I've had many strange dreams that I can't even begin to explain or decipher. On more t...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 10:41:00 GMT |
letters to ben III- we will always remember |
Today is one month that you've been gone. One month that we've shed tears for you, one month we've asked endless questions, one month without answers. I miss you today like it's a fresh wo...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 10:18:00 GMT |
letters to ben |
As most of you know by now, Ben has passed on. But what you don't know is that I've started keeping a journal and I write to him every night as a way to help me move on in a sense...so I've deci...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 08:59:00 GMT |
letters to ben II |
To see where these letters stem from, please see the first of my entries...
January 29, 2007
Right about now, I'm mad at you for so many reasons. I'm trying so hard not to be, but right now I ha...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 21:20:00 GMT |
New Song- "The Learned" |
Black and Dead
Another corpse walking the earth
I search my vengance
Kill what weakened me
Take what is mine
The soul that you tore
From deep within me
I shall get back
Shall take your's too
Taste wh...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Jul 2005 16:14:00 GMT |
New Song "Searching" |
Searching
There was once a day I didn't believe
My fears ate away at me
Lost and angry I struggled
To see the light at the end of the tunnel
Hopeless I changed my views
Then in my doom
You captu...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Jul 2005 15:42:00 GMT |
Some random stuff |
Well, I want to put all this in my profile, but I don't think it'll fit. So I'll just put it here:
Turn On's-
Modestness, Music (hard stuff), Boys with Guitars (drool), a sense of humor, th...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jul 2005 13:57:00 GMT |
Hmmmmm |
Alright, so here's what's bothering me now. I went out with a friend (well, I guess that's what you'd call him) one night last week, even though I should have rested to be ready for finals the n...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Jun 2005 15:34:00 GMT |
