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What would you attempt to do if you knew you would not fail? - Robert SchullerWhatever that is, I think you should do it.The main thing is to keep the main thing the main thing. - Steven CoveyThe best way to predict your future is to create it. - AnonymousEverything has beauty, but not everyone sees it. - ConfuciusDo not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it. - BuddhaWho the fuck am I. I'm not skinny. It's not that I'm fat. I'm not much. I have a hairy belly. It's kind of fat. And when I sit down, it's really fat. I have a hairy ass. I am not masculine, or manly, nor am I feminine or womanly. I love mud, playing in it is fun. I love jewelry, it's wonderful to wear. I love climbing trees, and playing in the rain. I love wind. I'm afraid of death, and when I was little, used to cry from thoughts of Armageddon. It horrified me. I read constantly. I love to read, it's one of the greatest past times. I am a pokemaster. I love the piano, but am not very good. I love the French language, and would love to go to France. I am passionate about how I feel, hence, I will argue and stand up for what I believe in. If I am proven wrong, I will change how I feel. Simple as that. I might as well be a hippy, I love sandals, hate socks and shoes, really, I'd rather be barefoot constantly. I almost only wear button up shirts. I feel better after having done my hair, but love when my hair can flow in the wind. I say neat, often. And nifty. I wish it was okay for me to paint my nails. I have bad acne, and want to rip my face off most of the time. I have insane hairy legs. I have ice-blue eyes. And orange hair. I love snails. And I'm not afraid of spiders, or insects, or snakes. It's not that I'm afraid that I'll never fall in love, and nobody will ever fall in love with me, but I feel as though that's just a truth I have to face in life. I really truly wish that I could be a hermit in the woods, and forget everything. All expectancies and everything. I wish I had discipline. I'm addicted to Pepsi. I think sleep is a waste of time. I wish I had a button, that I could just push and go to sleep, for it takes me hours to go to sleep. I have really really long eyelashes, and I smile a lot. I have really hairy toes. I wish I had scars. I wish I was interesting. I feel as though I am truly good at at only one thing, but I'm okay with it, because that one thing is being happy. I am sometimes a prude, sometimes not. I believe it's bad to be publicly indecent, and casual sex is horrid. It would take me weeks to even kiss someone, months or even over a year to consummate the relationship with them. My mind is always somewhere else. I wish I had a passion for learning. I am the co-inventor of Foodism. I love my penis, but sometimes, I wish I was an Asian girl. It would make everything so much easier. I was horribly sick for about 6 months after I went to Mexico once. I've never been to B.C, and I've never been on a roller coaster. I love the feel of sand. I wish I could speak more than one language. I love plants. I love to sing, and dance. I hate sweating, unless I'm outside. I like visiting the graveyard. My favorite colors are orange, yellow, and purple. I don't like the way outside looks on a very bright day. How the grass all looks blue, is icky. I ask a lot of questions. A lot. I love how guys look in hats. Tattoos are very nice, but I'm not a fan of the usual piercings. I love eating. I love being alive. I'm listening to Chinese music right now. My favorite composer is Yann Tiersen, he's quite amazing. I am agnostic. I try to love everyone. I don't hate anyone. My dad is very very fat. But only on his stomache, which is hard. He loves Elton John, and wants me to be just like him. My mother, is very beautiful in my opinion. She's too sad, almost constantly, but she is a very wonderful person. Her laugh is like a boom. My laugh? It's a high pitched screech. It's very loud, and sounds like a dying bird. If you really hear my true laugh you will most likely be afraid. Everyone in the vicinity will look at me, and I will keep laughing. Only people who love me can call me Newt. I don't like the name Luke, and my nickname is Lulu. I rarely get excited. I have no idea why. I once got an award from church, for having the best attendance with my mother. I went to church every Sunday for over a decade. Chances are, I know bible stories better than you do. I don't like the word goodbye, or bye. It seems too permanent. I love quotes, and feel inspired constantly. I am very childish, yet in a serious situation I feel as if I am wise beyond my years. I like proper grammar. And I don't like improper grammar. Some people need to learn how to type. I wish I could play the accordion. I don't like the fact it takes me time to cross distances. I love how I handwrite. I am a writer. I have a vivid imagination. I adore using complete words. As in, using photograph, instead of photo. Or television, instead of T.V, you understand? People should respect the police more, they are what keeps you from living in a constant state of fear. People who don't respect figures of authority don't think things through enough. I could spend hours sneaking around on nexopia. People are by far the most interesting creatures. I care what people think about most things, including what they think about me. If I didn't, I would be very self centered. But, I don't care what people think if it's negative. You see? I don't gossip, but I do show interest in other people's lives. If I didn't, I would seem self centered. I am absolutely ecstatic receiving mail. It seems so personal, and beautiful. I love mail. I like feeling words in my mouth. For instance, you see how the word hate, seems harsh? How it's like a projectile from your mouth? A little dart that starts in the front of the back of your throat? And the T just shoots it off? That makes me feel poetic. I once was a powerline's man. I love Asian people. All dressed Ruffles, and Old Dutch ketchup are my favorite chips, along with Mesquite BBQ. I love Asian movies. I have yet to find someone who burps louder than me. I am afraid of the dark. My favorite number is 4. I believe in magic. I have five years of piano. Insects gather on my screen when I turn the lights off at night. I would like to visit Reykjavik, Iceland, and Iceland as a whole... Slowly, ever so slowly, I feel myself wanting to die alone. I'm slowly warming up to the idea of never finding love. I'm slowly gathering this feeling that I don't have the capacity to love. I hope this is just a down moment. This instant, I have a huge zit, almost directly on my lip. Who would ever want to kiss me? La Campanella by Liszt, is an amazing song, and it is my hope to one day be able to play it very well! I have been on accutane three times, for six months each, and it didn't do anything. I can read music increasingly well all the time, which excites me, considering I couldn't at all, like, a year ago. I believe in magic, and wish I could astrally project. I have a piggy bank, and it has more than you'd expect in it. I love my piano teacher, and love my piano lessons. I don't really like school all that much. I don't like stars. I am intelligent. I wish I didn't use contractions, like Ducky, from The Land Before Time. I used to watch Mulan every month when I was little. I took Chinese lessons from my friend's dad for about three weeks. I love stationery. I like being able to pronounce hard to pronounce words. I would absolutely adore if someone gave me a teddy bear... But I don't think anyone will. I like awkwardness. I am sometimes very sadistic and sardonic. And sometimes I'm very kind and gentle. I like meat better than chocolate and candy. My favorite pizza is meatlovers with extra bacon and extra cheese. I think I have OCD. I collect money and books. I wish I was a gardener. I cry every time I watch The Whale Rider, and Whispers and elephant tale. I love glitter. I own two pianos. Cactuar's One Thousand Needles was the coolest attack in Final Fantasy. I love Asian movies. I am always Princess Peach on Mario Party. I spent 8 dollars when I went to Mexico. My favorite animal is probably the Platypus. I have a whole bunch of statues of Buddha, one of which is carved from stone and amazingly heavy. I like older men. I'm lazy, but not when it comes to my friends or family. I feel a lot better with my hair done. I've only received roses from my aunt, but I loved it, and wish to receive flowers from a lover someday... I sing bass, but also pretend I can sing soprano. I wish I was Buddhist. I love dreams and balloons. I love the way records sound. I have tarot cards. Mike. I don't like vegetables. I love feathers. When I was little, I got really mad when nobody woke me up to watch Sailor Moon one time. I hate it when people use an ampersand twice.