Brooke will ALWAYS be my American Idol!

About Me

I grew up in Chicago and after 19 years I thought it was time for a change. I packed my bags and headed to Denver to go to Johnson & Wales. I know have a B.A. in Food & Beverage Management and Food Service Management. After graduation I packed up my things, quit my job and drove to Arizona with no job or a place to live, I just knew Denver and Chicago wasnâ€™t meant for me at the time. Within a week I found a job and had a place to live. Only 8 sort months in Arizona, I realized that something wasnâ€™t right. My job wasnâ€™t challenging enough for me and had no opportunity to advance. I hadnâ€™t made any great friends that could keep me there. I missed my friends and family in Chicago. So in February I packed every thing back up and moved back to Chicago. Moving three times has been more difficult that I expected, leaving my friends behind and learning how to live again. Needless to say, Iâ€™ve made some decisions that havenâ€™t helped, but the important thing is that Iâ€™m still living. I am currently working at the W hotel Lakeshore. A little more about meâ€¦ I surround myself with happy people, people who aren't critical and hurt others for a hobby. In the time in-between that I wrap myself in music from around the world. Right now, I am diving into Ambient and Down-tempo music. I am so sick of over-produced crap that is in the states. I enjoy the complexity of music, the words, the emotion, the love and the passion. I appreciate anyone who I can relate to. Music is such an escape for me, and I truly believe if it wasn't for music I wouldn't be where I am now. I'm a deep and complicated person; I question every answer always thriving for the truth and then ask more questions. Knowledge is power and I believe that everyone has something to give, whether it's good or bad, it's an experience. I don't regret one second of my life, because I wouldn't be the man I am today without the past. I want to live without judgment and I want to love without limits. Life is to short to worry about the small things. I love my dogs, Montana and Mariah, they make me smile everyday, it's an amazing feeling. I wear my heart on my sleeve, which why Iâ€™ve been probably why I get hurt so much. But I have a soul and a heart, something a lot of people canâ€™t say anymore. I am as strong as I want to be. As much as Iâ€™ve been hurt in the past I still crave a real relationship, a man who doesnâ€™t run away, a man who will love me endlessly, a man who says what he means and doesnâ€™t change his mind. When the right man comes my way, i will know it. I'm sick of looking for it because everything happens in it's own time....So until then, i will continue loving living and sharing!

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Music:

JULIE ROBERTS, Keri Nobl, Delta Goodrem,Martina Sorbara,Chantal Kreviazuk,Sarah Mclachlan,Celine Dion,Beth Hart,Dixie Chicks,Dido,Whitney Houston,Jimmy Eat World,Sherrie Austin,Sara Evans,Martina McBride,SHEDAISY,Tim McGraw,Natalie Imbruglia,Lara Fabian, The Kinleys, Cherie, Trick Pony, Anastacia, Leann Rimes, Faith Hill, Kelly Clarkson, Amber, Holly McNarland, Jonatha Brooke, Fiona Apple, Lee Ann Womack, Katrina Elam, SARAH BRIGHTMAN,Jamie O'Neal, Tori Amos, MARIAH CAREY, Missy Higgins, Sarah Vaughan, Ren'ee Fleming, Tina Arena, Charlotte Martin,Susie Suh, Vienna Teng, Janeen Leah, Sarah Blasko, Joanna

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Movies:

Moulin Rouge, Shawshank Redemption, Airplane!, The Evening Star, Oceans 11, Kill Bill, Mean Girls, Under The Tusan Sun, Love Actually, Laws Of Attraction, Big Fish, White Oleander, Someone Like You

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Television:

The Golden Girls, The Nanny, South Park, Sex and the City, QAF, The Practice, Reno 911, The Daily Show, Nacey Grace on CNN, Ally McBeal, Desperate Housewives, Greys Anatomy, Brothers and Sisters, Ugly Betty

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My Blog

armor

armor ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> Years of constant reminders Of how you held your dreams out Only for them to be crushed by another man So y...
Posted by Brooke will ALWAYS be my American Idol! on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 06:54:00 PST

stupid me

stupid me ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> Your smile hides truths And my face takes the beatings I knew you had it in you But I didn’t know...
Posted by Brooke will ALWAYS be my American Idol! on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 07:02:00 PST

never had guessed it

never had guessed it She was the cheerleader of the year,Valedictorian,Voted most likely to succeedShe dated the star quarter back football playerThat made all her friends j...
Posted by Brooke will ALWAYS be my American Idol! on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 07:06:00 PST

back-up plan

..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> I don’t want to be your back up I don’t want your calls in the middle of the night When everyone else...
Posted by Brooke will ALWAYS be my American Idol! on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 08:34:00 PST

"Heaven & Hell" (a real blog!)

Let’s take a look at Religion for a minute... Heaven and Hell are to some, the ultimate judgment at the end our of lives. However what makes your religion right or wrong from others religions? ...
Posted by Brooke will ALWAYS be my American Idol! on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 09:07:00 PST

ill start with you

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Posted by Brooke will ALWAYS be my American Idol! on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 08:57:00 PST

Tagged!

Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why y...
Posted by Brooke will ALWAYS be my American Idol! on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 08:27:00 PST

disillusioned

..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> disillusioned Floating on hot air I only heard what I wanted to hear Spun around and talked in tong...
Posted by Brooke will ALWAYS be my American Idol! on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 12:03:00 PST

as simple as that

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Posted by Brooke will ALWAYS be my American Idol! on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 10:09:00 PST

nothin’ on me

nothing' on me Roll my ass in at a quarter to fourSix days in a rowWhen the mouse is awayDiz cat is gunna to shake it all over the floorIf you don't likeDon't try itCoz I'm gu...
Posted by Brooke will ALWAYS be my American Idol! on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 09:06:00 PST