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Crimson Blade

Bitch....I kill you with my rainbow

About Me

There is many things that one can put in a box like this. Many lies, truths, fabrications, and illusions as to whom they either wish to be or appear to be. How much can really be believed until you have experienced one on one the way someone is. Maybe I am a bit jaded and unwilling to leap back into trusting someone, but those are my scars and I shall bare them proudly and wear them well, for every scar that I have has a lesson attached with it, memories that I care not to forget and a reason for being within me. Maybe I am a bit sarcastic and even more stand offish and choose carefully now who it is that get to know me. Is that enough information about me? Layout made by
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My Interests

Nature, especially.....mountains, waterfalls, oceans, small paths leading deep into the woods, rocks to bask upon in the middle of a creek, the moon and all of its phases......fields of wild flowers, old abandoned barns. Animals of all kinds, Learning new things about any and everything that involves the unknown, the prophecies, conspiracy theories, serial killers, history, spirituality and medicinal plants. Music, sewing, writing, reading, and riding around somewhere in nature. Crystal balls, stones, reiki, native American heritage, soaps, incense, astrology, meditation, candles, and Natchez pow wows, SCA, fencing, journaling, hanging out with friends, cookouts, research of things unknown to me, soul searching,graphic novel, leather and lace.

I'd like to meet:

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.~~Neil Gaiman

Music:

After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music.American Head Charge, Bjork, Clannad, Deftones, The Cure, The cult, Enigma, Enya, Killswitch Engage, Jack off Jill, Massive Attack, Metallica, Otep, Portishead, Queensryche, Theatre of Tragedy, Porcupine Tree, Blackmore's Knight, Mazzy Star, Tool, Perfect Circle, My chemical Romance, HIM, Deftones, Switchblade Symphony, Head Pe, Leaves Eyes, Lacuna Coil, Evenescences, Within Temptation, Dresden Dolls, Aretha Franklin, Native American flute music, drum circles, lorenna Mckennit, Beethoven which is a new found passion, Guano Apes, Snow Patrol, Dido, VNV Nation, Velvet Acid Christ, Garbage, Bahause, The cult, The Cure, Depeche Mode, New Order, Opeth, Otep, Crystal Method, NIN, Smashing Pumkins, Tom Petty, Ministry, Electric Hell Fire Club, The Thrill Kill Kult, Sevendust, Ozzy, Coal Chamber, Danzig, Skid Row, Marilyn Manson, KMFDM, Prince, Muddy Waters, Stevie Ray Vaughn, The Gathering, Concrete Blonde, Tristania, London After Midnight, Daughter Darling, Draconian,Beseech, Tapping the vein, Collide, Virgin Black, E Nomine, Nightwish, Tiamat,Saviour Machine, Winter Sun, Dream Theatre, Sirenia, Sinergy

Movies:

Vampire movies, Sappy love chick flick. Edward Sciccorhands, King Arthur, Troy, Lord of the Rings, Star Wars, What dreams may come, Tristan and Isolde, Grease, Breakfast club, Snatch, Fight Club, Wizard of Oz, The Labrythe, What the bleep do we know, The Secret, Click, Angel Eyes, The Secret Garden, Dark Crystal.

Television:

Smurfs, Fragile Rock, Stargate SG1, ER, The Dead Zone, Golden Girls, Rosanne, Saved by the bell, American Idol * I know this is cheesy but I am now addicted*

Books:

In the case of good books, the point is not how many of them you can get through, but rather how many can get through to you.Girl with the pearl earring, Mist of Avalon, Onion Girl, Some place to be flying, Circle Round, Anita Blake series, The Dark Queen, The Other Boleyn Girl, The Dark Jewel trilogy, The May fare Redemption, Essential Reiki, The Borgia Bride. Love to read in general......anything but romance which in my opinion is a waste of paper unless it is poetry or classics. Stardust, Conversations with God, Geisha, Mary Madelene, Science Fiction, Historical Fiction, Poetry, and classic literature, The Silver Wolf, Endless Nights(Just read, wow).

My Blog

Demanding Personality

A very dear friend and I had a disagreement the other night.  The disagreement with her is one of the things in which I feel I did a good thing, stepped back and analyzed the situation without la...
Posted by Crimson Blade on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 12:15:00 PST

.....Sigh....

For some reason I can not seem to sleep tonight.  There are a million things running through my mind. Spent quite awhile writing in my journal.  I even came to a realization, one that I am v...
Posted by Crimson Blade on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 12:02:00 PST

Life forces

The weekend was very busy, but there where positive things in which came out of it.  The drum circle for one was great, and very much one of the things in which I needed in my life right now.It w...
Posted by Crimson Blade on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 01:04:00 PST

Full Moon

Life is great, the full moon is full of emotions though. My mother would have turned 60 in 7 days.  I am turning 32 in 27 days lol, wow I am getting old.I am a bit on edge tonight.  Nothing ...
Posted by Crimson Blade on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 07:06:00 PST

Aggrevated

At my sideless ...........Last night a few of us got together after the supper meeting and sewed. I made a gorgous reversable,no seems showing sideless that I need to shrink  three inches and loo...
Posted by Crimson Blade on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 10:33:00 PST

Shadow Beliefs-Sorry thought this was up already

A friend of mine sent this to me, and I really liked it and with all the talk on it I wanted to share this as well.More About Shadow Beliefs According to Cheryl Richardson, some of your shadow belie...
Posted by Crimson Blade on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 02:52:00 PST

In relations to the shadow side.......

This was posted on a group I am a member of and with all the talk onthis subject I wanted to share.In relation to the shadow side...Growing BananasOn a recent Saturday afternoon I had the privilege of...
Posted by Crimson Blade on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 02:47:00 PST

Fresh Air

Today is good.  Work is going well.  Outlook on things are still the same, hey we are making progress here, my outlook has stayed the same for almost a week now, not a constant emotional rol...
Posted by Crimson Blade on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 10:09:00 PST

Stonehenge discoveries

WASHINGTON - A village of small houses that may have sheltered the builders of the mysterious Stonehenge  or people attending festivals there  has been found by archaeologists studying the stone ci...
Posted by Crimson Blade on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 09:14:00 PST

A Beautiful Lie

A Beautiful LieLie awake in bed at night And think about your life Do you want to be different? Try to let go of the truth The battles of your youth 'Cause this is just a game It's a beautiful lie It...
Posted by Crimson Blade on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 08:44:00 PST