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I am begining to think I have ADD, I can't be happy with my About me bullshit. Ok first off people, I am tired of your lame ass spam requests. I dont want to work from home just because I am a mom. I dont want what you are selling me. Fuck, 5 requests this morning alone! Give it a rest~Anywho about me. Hmmmm I am a mom first and foremost. I live and would die for my children alone. They are my world. First rule, dont fuck with my kids. They are wonderfully brillant and fantastical. *Smiles*Ok so now about me. I am unpleasant and bitchy. I have insomnia, I smoke and drink, A LOT. I love music. I hate the tv and almost always have music somewhere, the stereo car, computer, in my ears. I hate folk/ country, keep it k thanks. Makes my ears bleed. I listen to lots of stuff though. Some stuff just learned I liked recently, gasp what a waste. Everything from Stevie Ray to Metallica and Blutengel. Life can be mapped through my musical journey. I have a weakness for 80's hair bands. Lets see, I am moody, like black purple and red. I have an odd fascination with blood( hmmm no wonder I wanted to be a doctor) tis the vamp in me. Dead bodies creep me the fuck out, but death holds an intriguing though provoking place in my mind. I am sarcastic and very likely I will make an inappropriate sexual comment to you, man or woman. Eventualy I will call you a fuckstick or something of the like. I write, I dont claim to write well, but it is rather dark and intense sometimes. If I love you, I love you will all of me, if I hate you I will likely never tell you until to piss me off. Humanity is 90% wasted. I like to think I am smarter than your average idiot, but have been known to fall beneath. I am not overly ladylike, I am not graceful and fall often. Stick around long enough and you will see me eating pavement. I like to go to the bar and hear live music. I am getting divorced, no that does not mean I will be your personal cyber slut. My fav word ever is FUCK, get over it. I like friends and long debates about things that hold my interest. I have read most of the bible and will try and debate it, but I suck. Get me into a debate and I will cling like a cat on curtains even if it means repeating myself over and over before I admit defeat. I sing often, loudly and badly. I have no musical talent at all. I do have a smart women in me, I do have a bit of a romatical soul. I do have manners and like to watch football when the Patriots are playing( most especially without Brady, self centered dick~) This is me. I have been lost for years but am making my way back to where I am comfortable. I am a bit of an enigma that floats between labels, shadowing many, conforming to none. If you cant take what is coming, feel free to delete me or hell dont even add me. I dont need tons of friends in my list, I just like the ones that can take it when I tell em to fuck off and still love me in the morning~*kisses*

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Maine Youth Music Project

Working on a side project all my musically inclined friends. Working to find a niche to promote inexspensive all ages shows to Maine kids. Maine kids love music, Maine has some kick ass local bands. H...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 06:00:00 GMT

Gripes.........

Grrr, snarl, scoff, harumpfff.Ha ha, don't ya love a woman with a pissy mood? Seriously, snow? Come on it's FUCKING been a long enough winter, send spring, send spring, send spring!! So any yeah, peop...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 04:44:00 GMT

The Road Less Traveled

Is the path in which I choose. Covered over in thorns and brush, scraping my thighs and arms, leaving me bleeding. Pushing forward, unable to turn back. I have lost my way. All I know is going forward...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Nov 2008 22:43:00 GMT

Waiting

I am not a very patient person most of the time. When I want something, I want it then, at that split second, not later. Once I have made my decision to obtain, aquire etc., something I can no lo...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Aug 2008 06:09:00 GMT

Writing

Many people I know aren't aware that I used to write. I wrote a lot. A lot of pain spilled onto the pages. A therapay of sorts keeping me grounded and sane. Words of blackness, hurt, worship of the wr...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 04:24:00 GMT

Fuck Em all

I dont give a fuck any more. I have people stand before me and lie. And then when things come to a culmulative point, everyone steps aside to pretend I am black and evil. Fucking have the balls to say...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 11:40:00 GMT

Driven

I have always been that kind of person that went after whatever she wanted. If I saw something I was determined to go and make it mine. That being said.... I am tired of where I am right now. I have w...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 05:04:00 GMT

RIP my friend

7 fucking years, gone to fast. But the 31 before went so much faster. I often think back to the whirlwind we went through. I was on auto pilot. I dont know how I did what I did. I dont know how I mana...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 06:50:00 GMT

Mom

As a mom, I know just where I stand with my kids. Love me or hate me, I am mom. When they skin a knee, their friends hurt them, or the button pops off their favorite top, they come to me. I am the roc...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 06:35:00 GMT

Self, part 2

I would love to kow why people wont accept the me, who I truly am without artificial wrappings to make me more than I am. I am harsh, I will tell you the truth, and I wont present it on a silver ...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 06:21:00 GMT