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SYD

And an angel would come, with burning eyes like stars, and bury us deep in his velvet arms...

About Me

"I am become death, the shatterer of worlds." - The Bagivad-gita.I am known as Obsydyan Redwolf, but you can call me SYD. I'm stubborn and sometimes beligerent... but who isn't? I attempt to overcome this by the application of reason and will, though I often fail. Hopefully I can learn from my mistakes though. I am enshrouded in a world of dreams, some of them beautiful, others quite nightmarish. It was within this world of dreams that I first came to realize myself to be more than just a lump of flesh waiting for death to come. I became aware of myself through many lifetimes, a thread of light connecting me from one time period through the next, a stream of consciousness, if you will. After these realizations... the awakening... I began to truly explore my spiritual self. From shaman to monk to occultist I delved into aspects of myself through the means and modes of the untrained beginner to the more tried and faithful methods of the hermeticist.It is my hope for you that you will enjoy the parts of my life I choose to share here, but realize that this only reflects a reflection of me. Have I lost you yet? I suppose what I'm getting at is that I intend to use this page more and more as time progresses to present ideas, images, and artwork that will stray from the current incarnation of this page, but that's what evolution is all about folks, so bear with.
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My Interests

Art, including the genre of comics, which some of you may or may not agree with, philosophy, science, poetry, and furthering the attitude of a rectified and unified humanity. Qabala, Golden Dawn, anything by Aleister Crowley. Also, I very much enjoy racing toward oblivion on this ball of water and stone.

I'd like to meet:


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Music:

TOOL, A Perfect Circle, NIN, Katatonia, Rage Against the Machine, Pink Floyd, Sigur Ros, and check out Body of John the Baptist dammit! Leave's Eyes, Theatre of Tragedy, Coldplay, HIM, 10 Years, God Lives Underwater, The Cure, Bauhaus, Radiohead, The Mars Volta, 30 Seconds to Mars, Sarah McLachlan, Velvet Underground, ENTROPY, Pollock, indie music from people who do it for the love of doing it!!!
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Movies:


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Television:

This is a dangerous medium. Many people are enslaved by it every day. TV is not your friend. This thing will misinform you and leave you begging for more like a cheap whore. Is that what you want?
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Books:


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Heroes:


Who Should Paint You: M.C. Escher
Open and raw, you would let your true self show for your portrait.
And even if your painting turned out a bit dark, it would be honest. What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?

My Blog

TOOL at BILO center

We left last Monday to go to Greenville, SC for Tool. We being my friend Damieon and myself, for those interested.  The roadtrip was a blast, and gave us plenty of time to get into the necessary ...
Posted by SYD on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 09:43:00 PST

TOOL!

I"M GOING TO SEE TOOL!  June 5 in Greenville SC.  Imagine that. Going to see my favorite fucking band in my old stomping grounds.  This is going to be incerdible!
Posted by SYD on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 02:23:00 PST

DEAD.

Everything I love is dead...
Posted by SYD on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 03:32:00 PST

Where the hell have I been?

What a helluva week.  I can't imagine that it could have been much worse.  I'm not going to complain though.  I'm going to do whatever I have to do to make it get better.  I'm not ...
Posted by SYD on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 08:07:00 PST

THE FUTURE OF SPEECH

my prospects have become less promisingfind it hard to believe in anythingseems i lost my world and so i lost my faithand i can't go back to where i've beena brand new dayit can't get worsehear myself...
Posted by SYD on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 02:12:00 PST

An Introspection.

Life is a strange and confusing thing.  The more you learn, the more you question.  The more you love, the more it hurts when that love is lost or betrayed.  I am by no means perfect, b...
Posted by SYD on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 11:16:00 PST

If there was a god, he would hate me.

... What don't you understand?  If there was a god, he would hate me.
Posted by SYD on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 02:18:00 PST

Poetry from this date... my latest blog is dated yesterday. (a time warp?)

I am not ashamed.I am not afraid.Be my secret.Be my center.I embrace these desires.I embrace these denials.All the things that you hold over meare powerless to hold me.I am not ashamed.I am not afraid...
Posted by SYD on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 03:21:00 PST

Chicago... other ramblings.

Chicago is over.  We had a great run.  I feel very good about it... but very sad that it had to end so soon.  I'm happy to have made all the new friends that I've made.   This...
Posted by SYD on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 11:07:00 PST

Secrecy.

Secrets.  Everybody has them.  Everybody keeps them for various reasons, and some of us are better at keeping them than others.  Some secrets are okay to keep, and others should be brou...
Posted by SYD on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 03:41:00 PST