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Courtney

I am here for Friends

About Me

Let's see. I grew up in NYC, which after telling anyone this they always look at me a little differently as though I might actually be really cool after all. Or that maybe I'll be a bitch, I don't know. And then they proceed to ask me what that was like. It was a one bedroom apartment that only got sunlight for two hours of the day, walking really fast, buses, picnics in central park, museums, anything you want delivered to your door, my first kiss, my introduction to the acting world, tall buildings, lots of famous people and always having something to do. I don't think I could have asked for a better childhood. Then when I was 15 my mother got cancer and then Lyme disease and almost died, so we moved to the country so she could get better. New Hope, PA to be exact, where I was considered a NY snob for the first few months because I was shy. This was the second time in my life I found out that sometimes people who you think are your friends may not be. But it was beautiful there and I was finally living in a house with sunlight all day long and it was perfect. Then I met some of the greatest people, who I will call my friends throughout my life. This was a place of warm summer nights down by the river, bonfires, long walks, driving on back roads, kisses, first loves. Home! But it was a small town and after awhile I was itching to get out. So I moved back to the city, and the party began. But I found that it wasn't what I wanted anymore and so I continued on to Boulder, CO. I never thought that I would ever want to live in the middle of the country where there would be no water in sight. But the mountains are magnificent and life is easy. And once again life long friends are made, fun is had, learning is essential, and true love is found and lost. But the itch to move came upon me again, and so off to California I went. So here I am. Loving the sunshine, but secretly wishing it would snow or rain during the fall and winter months. Watching the ocean, listening to the waves, working too much, having fun, being with my mom, trying to find direction and purpose in life, and suddenly the wind blows and I wish that it would take me with it and it does, it takes me on new adventure's, and new beginnings. . . . Don't you just love life!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Honest people who are also interesting! I'm so sick of lies, and the lying liar's who tell them. I want to know people who can be real. I want to know people that can listen as well as talk. I want people in my life that I can have a conversation with, especially one that involves an interaction between both of us not a one sided conversation only about you. I want to find out about the passions that drive someone, and then I want them to want to hear about my passions as well. I want to be able to learn from my friends, as well as be able to share my knowledge with them. Thankfully, I have met some fabulous people in my life that are exactly this, and I hope to meet a lot more.

My Blog

Work in progress

You look at me with that silly grinTrying to make me laugh and it works once againHappiness surrounds us in this fairytaleI stare into your blue eyes and see our futureI can feel the strength of your ...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 10:41:00 GMT

Thoughts on a page more like a poem

How do you stay silent when there is so much to sayMy mind races around in a circle trying so hard to reach blissBut it never comesOnly more and more of. . .whatThe endless game of love lostSo close, ...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 21:16:00 GMT