If eyes could see everything . . . |
Helplessness.
It has constantly been my companion over the years. 2006 has no equal with its ability to remind me of this.
Career, personally, emotionally.
My job sucked. Pretty much anyone can relate...
Posted by Alvin " on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 04:11:00 PST |
Sickness . . . |
SUCKS! I feel like someone is stepping on my throat. I just noticed that my eyes are bloodshot. It hurts when I swallow and it feels like I'm eating sand when I talk, (which is unfortunate because I h...
Posted by Alvin " on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 09:42:00 PST |
Disheartening . . . |
when you miss that one thing in your life thats important to you, it can be painful . . .
but when you know its never coming back, it can be exponentially more painful. A pain that just goes righ...
Posted by Alvin " on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 05:14:00 PST |
Birthday, happy . . . |
me . . . not!
almost 1/3 the way to 100, or I'm at my max life expectancy if it were the 1600's or 1700's. 1/3rd way to 100 sounds much better . . .
Posted by Alvin " on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 08:53:00 PST |
Wishing . . . |
that maybe now is not my time. Is it possible to know when? Maybe when I am 35? 40? I know this sounds all cryptic, but the people that know me, know exactly what I am talking about. All I know RIGHT ...
Posted by Alvin " on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 12:38:00 PST |
Resolution? No . . . |
Cancer - The pieces of a particularly vexing puzzle finally start to come together today -- but whether or not you ever finish it isn't terribly important. The answer won't change your life. What is m...
Posted by Alvin " on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 05:43:00 PST |
Out of sight . . . |
. . . out of mind, is never true. There are just so many things to think about. It seems like none of them are even remotely tangible. Maybe everything I am doing is just a dream and reality is just h...
Posted by Alvin " on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 01:33:00 PST |
Here's to having a happy day! |
Cancer - There's nothing like a problem-free day to clear your mind -- and today is just that. Congratulations, because this is one of those rare, quiet days that offers effortless enjoyment. Stranger...
Posted by Alvin " on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 01:55:00 PST |
"Experience is simply the name we give our mistakes." |
- Oscar Wilde
I must have lots of experience. Now its time to apply that experience . . .
Posted by Alvin " on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 05:19:00 PST |
Sensibilities, inevitablilites . . . |
Some things will always be. I will love. I still do. I hurt. I still do. Will I ever stop? Probably not.
Its been so long, and my face still hurts. Its gonna a long time. Probably will keep on hu...
Posted by Alvin " on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 04:46:00 PST |
