prat profile picture

prat

I am here for Friends

About Me


I am joining these pandas because I am one of them:
Silly Pandas
..
------------------------------------------
I LOVE ANA!!!
...and Thomas!

Which Character on The L Word are you?
You're Alice! Adorable and funny. =)
Take this quiz !
Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Heart of Glass
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
brought to you by Quizilla
Your death will be SUICIDE....
Most likely because
people won't accept & love you or because
you hate life itself...You have constant
thoughts of suicide daily....and you plan when
you will complete it. Someday it will happen....You'll most
likely die alone in your house...with nothing
but dark music playing. You'll probably write a
sucide note and die right by your bed side....
How Will You Die And Why? .:Beautiful Dark Pics:.
brought to you by Quizilla
.:Borderline:.
~Summary~
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by
mood instability and poor self-image. People
with this disorder are prone to constant mood
swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will
take their anger out on themselves, causing
injury to their own body. Suicidal threats and
actions are not uncommon. Borderlines think in
very black and white terms and often form
intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They
are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.
~Symptoms~
-Self-injury or attempted suicide
-Pervasive, recurrent feelings of anger, anxiety, or depression
-Impulsive behavior
-Drug or alcohol abuse
-Feelings of low self-worth
-Unstable relationships with friends, family, and boyfriends/girlfriends
.:What's Your Personality Disorder?:. {Beautiful Dark Pics}
brought to you by Quizilla
Take the quiz:
How much do you hate Bush?

AMAZING
You rule, I despise Bush as much as you do. You understand how dimwitted he is and how much of an opinionated dickhead he is. Thank you for making America a better place.. even though it sucks anyway.
Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
What color are you? (Anime Pictures)
You are Red
Take this quiz !
Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
How do you see life?
Life is all about balance. Darkness can't be without light, and light can't be without darkness. You see everything through different angeles to gain perspective over situations. You act rather rational and people can find you stiff and/or emotionless due to this. Life is not really that good to you, yet it's not so bad. Like everything else, you need to balance it in order to find peace.
Take this quiz !
Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
How is your soul? [pics]
Your soul is caring.
Other people are your concern, even if you don't know them. If you see a person trip, you worry if they're okay. You put your loved ones first and you're very mature. When someones sick you're nurturing and you always try to help family and friends when failure strikes them. You can be called the motherly one if you're in a group of people, which doesn't have to be bad. Love is something that's already in you and you have a lot to give whether you believe it or not. Your friends probably love you very much and come to you when they need help since you're reliable. People can feel secure with you and generally like you.
Take this quiz !
Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code


Find your own pose !


Background courtesy of Digital Blasphemy

My Interests

poop

To sum up, my passions are: FIGHTING GLOBAL WARMING, tofu!, Phase 10, coffee shops, gay guys, drawing, people, Pente, being a vegetarian, saving the earth & all animals, gambling, music, crossword puzzles, down comforters, pick-up trucks, The History Channel, cigarettes, horse racing, the countryside, crocheting all day long, rocking chairs, baking vegan CUPCAKES!, cooking cooking & more cooking, road trips, learning anything and everything there is to learn & teaching it to others, acting my age--4 years old AND acting my age--80 years old AND having no age, thai food, talking about anything and everything,loong hot showers, books--LOTS of books--really LONG books, movies, milkshakes, traveling, and I'm a former pool hall junkie.

Get free stickers at peta2.com

I enjoy the finer things in life...such as:

playful platonic ass-grabbing

masquerading as an adult

knocking balls around

taming goats

clouds!

having a row

blissfully lazing the days away at independent coffee shops

drawing

New Mexico!

crossdressing

I'd like to meet:



Music:



Arcade Fire
Arctic Monkeys
ATB
Bayside
The Beach Boys
The Beatles
Billie Holiday
Blink 182
Bloc Party
Bob Marley
The Bravery
Breaking Benjamin
Carbon Leaf
Cheap Trick
The Chemical Brothers
The Chiffons
The Clash
Coheed and Cambria
Coldplay
Collective Soul
The Cranberries
Daft Punk
The Dead 60's
Death Cab for Cutie
Depeche Mode
Diana Ross & The Supremes
Dispatch
Editors
Electrasy
Franz Ferdinand
Frou Frou
Garbage
Garth Brooks
Gnarls Barkley
The Go! Team
The Gorillaz
The Gossip
Grateful Dead
Green Day
Gym Class Heroes
Ian Van Dahl
Iggy Pop
Interpol
The Jackson Five
Jimmy Eat World
Johnny Cash
Journey
Junior Vasquez
Kansas
Kanye West
The Killers
KISS
Klaxons
Led Zeppelin
Lush
M.I.A.
Marilyn Manson
Maximo Park
Metallica
Michael Jackson

Mindless Self Indulgence
Modest Mouse
Motion City Soundtrack
Muse
Nine Inch Nails
OAR
OK GO
Outkast
Panic! At The Disco
Papa Roach
Phantom Planet
Pink Floyd
The Postal Service
Prodigy
Queen
Rage Against the Machine
Reggie and the Full Effect
Rise Against
Rob Zombie
Say Anything
The Shins
Slipknot
Smash Mouth
Snow Patrol
Spoon
Staind
State Radio
stellastarr*
The Streets
Sum 41
System of a Down
Taking Back Sunday
Ted Leo and the Pharmacists
The Temptations
Tenacious D
Three Days Grace
Thrice
TV On The Radio
The Unicorns
Unwritten Law
The Used
Weezer
The White Stripes
Zebrahead

Movies:

28 Days Later
200 Cigarettes
40 Days and 40 Nights
The 40 Year Old Virgin
9 Dead Gay Guys
Ace Ventura: Pet Detective
Airplane!
Amelie
American Beauty
American History X
Anchorman: The Legend of Ron Burgundy
Apocalypse Now
The Beach
Beetlejuice
Being John Malkovich
Benny and Joon
Bewitched
The Big Lebowski
Billy Madison
Black Hawk Down
Blair Witch 2: Book of Shadows
Blow
Boogie Nights
Boondock Saints
Bowling for Columbine
Box of Moonlight
Brokeback Mountain
The Broken Hearts Club
Bruce Almighty
Bubble Boy
But I'm a Cheerleader
CAMP
Can't Hardly Wait
Casino
Charlie's Angels
Chasing Amy
Chicago
The Chronicles of Narnia
City of God
City Slickers
Clerks
Clerks II
A Clockwork Orange
Confessions of a Dangerous Mind
The Crow
Dances With Wolves
The Day After Tomorrow
Dazed and Confused
Deerhunter
Die Hard II
Dogma
Donnie Darko
Edward Scissorhands
Eight Crazy Nights
Empire Records
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
The Faculty
Family Guy Presents: Stewie Griffin - The Untold Story
Farenheit 9/11
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
The Fifth Element
Fight Club
Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within
Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children
Freeway
Full Metal Jacket
Garden State
Gattaca
Ghost World
Ghostbusters!
Ginger Snaps
Girl, Interrupted
Gladiator
Glory
The Good Girl
Gone With the Wind
Grosse Point Blank
Hackers
Haggard
Half Baked
Happy Gilmore
Harry Potter
Hedwig and the Angry Inch
I Heart Huckabees
Hellboy
Highway
The Hole
The Ice Storm
The Island
I, Robot
The Incredibles
Interview With the Vampire
It's the Rage!
Jarhead
Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
Jerry Maguire
Jersey Girl
KIDS
King Kong
Knocked Up
Kung Fu Hustle
The Ladies Man
Last of the Mohicans
Leon (The Professional)
Liar Liar
The Life Aquatic With Steve Zissou
A Life Less Ordinary
Little Miss Sunshine
Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels
Lord of the Rings
Lost In Translation
Lucky Number Slevin
Manic
Mallrats
Matchstick Men
Memoirs of a Geisha
The Mexican
A Midsummer Night's Dream
Mirror Mask
Moulin Rouge
Much Ado About Nothing
Mystery Men
Napolean Dynomite
A Night at the Roxbury
Nightmare Before Christmas
Nightwatch
Nosferatu
Ocean's Eleven & Twelve
October Sky
Office Space
Once Upon a Time in Mexico
Out of Sight
The Phantom of the Opera
The Philadelphia Story
Pi
Pirates of the Caribbean Trilogy
Pride and Prejudice (1995)
The Princess Bride
Pulp Fiction
Queen of the Damned
Requiem for a Dream
Resident Evil
Rock Star
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
The Royal Tenenbaums
The Rules of Attraction
Rushmore
The Salton Sea
Saved!
Saving Private Ryan
Say Anything
Scream Trilogy
Secretary
Sin City
SLC Punk
Slums of Beverly Hills
Snatch
SPUN
Star Wars
Stir of Echoes
Studio 54
Sunset Strip
Super Troopers
Supersize Me
The Terminator Trilogy
The Thin Red Line
Three Kings
Titan A.E.
To Wong Foo: Love Everything, Julie Newmar
Top Gun
Trading Spaces
Trainspotting
TROY
True Romance
The United States of Leland
The Village
Visitor Q
V for Vendetta
Waking Life
The War of the Worlds
The Wedding Singer
Welcome to the Dollhouse
William Shakespeare's Romeo & Juliet
Without a Paddle
The X-Files: Fight the Future
Zoolander
Movies I have yet to see that I MUST:
Zodiac, Lonesome Jim, A Scanner Darkly, Aqua Teen Movie, Blades of Glory, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Team America: World Police, Base Moi,

Television:

American Dad
Aqua Teen Hunger Force
BBC News
Big Love
Boobah
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Carnivale
CNN
The Colbert Report
The Daily Show with Jon Stewart
ER
Family Guy
The Fresh Prince of Bel Air
Ghost Hunters
The History Channel
Home Movies
Invader Zim
Jackass
The L Word
My Name is Earl
Northern Exposure
The Office
Pants-off Dance-off
Queer as Folk
Robot Chicken
Roseanne
That 70's Show
Scrubs
The Simpsons
Six Feet Under
The Sopranos
South Park
Steven's Untitled Rock Show
Top Chef
Viva La Bam
Wildboyz
Wonderfalls
The X-Files

Books:

Anna Karenina
War and Peace
Leo Tolstoy
Anthem
Atlas Shrugged
The Fountainhead
Ayn Rand
The Beach
Alex Garland
The Secret Life of Bees
The Mermaid Chair
Sue Monk Kidd
Brave New World
Aldous Huxley
Catch-22
Joseph Heller
Che Guevara
Andrew Sinclair
The Chronicles of Narnia
C.S. Lewis
The Devils
Fyodor Dostoevsky
Dracula
Bram Stoker
Ender's Game
Orson Scott Card
Fahrenheit 451
Ray Bradbury
Harry Potter
JK Rowling
Interview With the Vampire
Queen of the Damned
The Vampire Lestat
Anne Rice
Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events
Daniel Handler
The Lord of the Rings
JRR Tolkien
Party Monster (Disco Bloodbath: A Fabulous But True Tale of Murder in Clubland)
James St. James
Hamlet
Macbeth
Romeo and Juliet
William Shakespeare
Rubyfruit Jungle
Rita Mae Brown
Slaughterhouse-Five: Or The Children's Crusade, A Duty Dance With Death
Slapstick
Kurt Vonnegut
Tipping the Velvet
Sarah Waters
The Winds of War
War and Remembrance
Herman Wouk
Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance
Robert M. Pirsig
HERE ARE SOME WORDS:
These are some semblance of poetry that I've written in my blogs in the past:
"thoughts thoughts thoughts thoughts"
sometimes sometimes
sometimes sometimes
sometimes homicidal
sometimes suicidal
sometimes crazy
sometimes angry
sometimes jealous
sometimes bitter
sometimes sad
sometimes hit rock bottom
sometimes crave
sometimes hate
sometimes wish
sometimes hope
sometimes make plans
sometimes hide
sometimes cry
sometimes sing
sometimes drink
sometimes think
sometimes sink
sometimes this sometimes that
but always regret
"I'm never gonna get laid"
nobody wants a crazy virgin
nobody wants a crazy virgin
nobody wants a crazy virgin
nobody wants a crazy virgin
nobody wants a crazy virgin
nobody wants a crazy virgin
nobody wants a crazy virgin
nobody wants a crazy virgin
ok I feel better now
dammit, it's too late to become a nun after all the things I've done
oh, and that whole believing in god...thing
now what? ARGH!!
"I'm ok"
I try to be a good friend, a good daughter, a good lover.
I tell myself it doesn't hurt when people roll their eyes, when my parents lose faith in me, when my friends get angry at me.
It doesn't hurt when I see them with other girls. I'm supposed to be the cool chick you can flirt with and mess around with and have no strings attached. We were never involved, so there's no reason to be hurt.
I take on any semblance of a relationship I can find. It doesn't matter whether I like them, the important part is they like me. That will just have to be good enough for me.
So like everything in my life, I fail. But as always I must fail honorably, gracefully, quietly.
I crumble inside and let the pain wash over me until I can go through the motions once more. Show no anger, no sadness, no pain.
I start the cycle over again, dressing up, being funny, witty, and intriguing when I can. I watch everyone I have ever wanted find someone prettier, skinnier, or most often--sexier.
My own desires matter not. "How can you tell when a girl's cumming? Who cares!"
My confession is this: all I've ever wanted is to be loved. Really, truly loved.
I thought it was not too much to ask, but I know now to be humble. I have to assimilate myself to this world and accept that it will never happen.
I'm ok.
If you keep believing something, telling yourself over and over again, it becomes truth.
I'm ok with that I'm ok with them I'm ok with life
I'm ok I'm ok I'm ok I'm ok I'm ok I'm ok
See? Everything's fine. There's no problems. Remember Buddha: Life is suffering, accept that and you will find nirvana.
Ahh, I'm ready to start again tomorrow.
I can't wait.
"Sometimes"
sometimes
you need a friend
because no one else is close
and knows how you feel
and you know it's real
they keep you even keel
sometimes
you slip away
and you wish someone
anyone would say,
"Hey, are you okay?"
that's just how I feel today
"untitled"
do you know what it's like to want to die every night?
I retreat home with the night into the west
while the day brings so many others warmth and new hope
I sleep my troubles away
I revive when the glaring day turns its back so that I might again reminisce with the night about good times past and accept the hours of darkness to come
in time the dark consumes me
I've become the shadows that torment young children in their beds
I am the bitter wind that burns your smiling faces on a winters day
I'm the alarming presence sending chills down your spine in a murky parking lot
there is no light left burning in my soul
and that spark
of intelligence
of love
of life
is missing in my vacant eyes
my empty shell waits to be broken
what has brought me here?
loves lost
faiths shattered
gestures smothered by selfish uncaring
in short, I've brought myself here
I chose to give myself to the world
and they raped my naivety
chewed my wisdom and spat it out
so that all my humanity is forsaken
and I stand
think
walk
talk
like the device they require
like the convenience they need
and I've become...
like them.
---------------------------------------------------
Unidentified Quotage:
"If the only tool you have is a hammer, everything else in the world looks like a nail."
"Suicide Hotline...please hold."
As I said before, I never repeat myself.
A diplomat thinks twice before saying nothing.
I'm a nobody, nobody is perfect, therefore I'm perfect.
Two rights do not make a wrong. They make an airplane.
Me, Ambivalent? Well, yes and no.
I was only looking at your name tag, honest.
Life in a vacuum sucks
Two wrongs are only the beginning
---------------------------------------------------
Shakespeare's Tombstone:
Good friend for Jesus sake forbeare,
To digg the dust encloased heare!
Blest be the man that spares thes stones,
And curst be he that moves my bones.
William Shakespeare
(Holy Trinity Church; Stratford-on-Avon, England)
---------------------------------------------------
"There once was a young woman from Ealing,
Who had a particular feeling.
She lay on her back,
And opened her crack,
And pissed all over the ceiling...
Fuck me, I love Keats!"
--Hugh Grant as Daniel Cleaver in Bridget Jones's Diary
---------------------------------------------------
Sifl and Olly Poetry Corner:
"Nightmare of the Thimble's Dreams"
Oh curious splendid thimble
My eye is to you as dew to the petal.
Protectith thy thumb from needlish pokes
Be true?
My reflection against your silver skin?
Have I had the corn betwixed my teeth this whole time?
Have I been sewing with corn stuck between my teeth the whole time?!
Gross...I am sorry poor thimble.
Sorry for the view I cast uponith mine silver thumb helmet.
-- Olly
"Paul"
Great big trees are like...wow.
Some of those suckers get tall.
I'm like a fallen dove, with oversized wings.
Be true when you're doing math.
There's no right or wrong answer.
Paul used to say that.
-- Sifl
"Tiger Power"
You know...
I don't feel keeping tigers as pets is as cool as it seems
with the meat
and the fur
and the nails
and the teeth...
Is that corn between that tigers teeth?
That tiger has corn between his teeth.
How was that tiger eating corn?
What the hell's going on here?
It's not corn?
What it is then?
...pieces of a raincoat?
I'm sorry...I didn't know.
-- Olly
"untitled"
from my cowboy hat to my spurs
from my pet cougar to it's purrs
from mountain top to valley stream
America America
man you got alot of awesome malls!
-- Olly

Heroes:

Kamau, Chris, & Spencer

My Blog

I get how she feels

There's a crack in the Earthand I've fallen indown in the darknesswhere I've never beenPeople are lookingstaring at meI lie here and wonderwhat do they see?Will I be here foreverI cannot climb backRot...
Posted by prat on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 08:37:00 PST

The song of the day is

"Abused" by Elliott Smith   cuz that's how I feel
Posted by prat on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 08:05:00 PST

I can’t handle this anymore

I can't handle my job making me cry everyday any longer.
Posted by prat on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 07:23:00 PST

well I guess it was great

So as for food and presentation and decorating everyone (Mom, Grams, and Grampa-he's blind) agreed that it was the best thanksgiving ever. So I slaved over squeezing in foodmaking between the ...
Posted by prat on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 05:01:00 PST

please come over

If anyone at all wants to come eat yummy food, please I insist that you do so... because I have an excess of food and a shortage of people to eat it and I'm lonely   and what's the point of celeb...
Posted by prat on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 10:38:00 PST

i just updated it, so it maybe be a few minutes, and then this blog will apply

So I normally abhor and shudder to use this word because I've felt that it's only something that melodramatic teenagers and lonely middle-aged housewives use...but I'm depressed.  Pretty severely...
Posted by prat on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 12:51:00 PST

just thought I’d mention

I'm officially in love with Martin Freeman now. I was only ambivalently admiring him from afar before. But now I'm sold and completely in love.   that's all.
Posted by prat on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 11:20:00 PST

all star cupcakes

Oh don't you wish you could bask in the glory of these vegan babies: Chai Latte Cupcakes! with powdered sugar and spiced cocoa stars   feel free to throw yourself to your knees and worsh...
Posted by prat on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 07:34:00 PST

stupid facey people tards

So I wanted to wander over to Andy's facebook to gank some pictures of me so I could have a new picture on my myspace, right?  And so I click the link he has on his page to go there but his page ...
Posted by prat on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 10:34:00 PST

If you need a hug, let me know

I'll be doling them out this Friday.  Let's have some huggles, shall we? Sign Up to Hug Me Today! Sign Up to Hug Me Today! ...
Posted by prat on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 11:38:00 PST