~AcIaNna~

[my nick-name is]: JOaxXy [age]: 19. -O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-[i know]: that there's a lot that i don't know...[i want]: a lot of things.[i have]: to do something personaly.[i wish]: for impossible things[i hate]: bugs, haters and fucking liars !![i miss]: my barkadas..(yea what?)[i fear]: loneliness, never being good enough, losing someone i love, death, spiders, lizards, roaches, drowning ! hahaha...how sad[i hear]: my lover screaming my name in his Unconsciousness !!![i search]: for something more[i love]: my friends and fam, hugs, sweets, pink, holding hands, leaning over someone's arms/shoulder, and wrestling !![i ache]: posing and smiling for a nice pictures....word.!.haha..no for real im crazy like that.[i care]: about my friends and my family and my self as well as those around me..and sadly about what people think about me..i know i know..i shouldn't..and i'm working on it..but yeah..but what really bothers me is i care about on fighting my feelings for falling inlove with the wrong person..[i always]: sleep and stay not quiet sumtymez.[i dance]: a lot..haha..you just don't know..haha..man i miss dancin with MARRY up in my room..lol..how fun[i cry]:...[i do not always]: do things i should[i write]: a lot of my thoughs..i like writing..it's a form of therapy..[i confuse]: people...um..haha..my friends, boyLets and my family[i can usually be found]: in my room sleeping, in the kitchen or in AICY bedroom lol..mmhmm..haha[i need]: too feel something great, i mean i dont want to cry nomore but thats not possible, i need to see my friends, i need to be happy, to be content, to be ME..yay! haha..ehh..-S.O.M.E.T.H.I.N.G = A.B.O.U.T. = M.E-it's always interesting to read what other people put here cuz sometimes i read these and i'm like "omg what the eff was she thinking writing that about herself that's so not true" haha..but yea..i don't really know..i guess um..im just JOaXxY, the girl that you sees around clubs/MAll who alwayz dance or try to interact with others when shes normal! lol (how retarded is that).i've done a lot of mistakes in my life and learned alot of things from them.i might breakdown and say i regret things that happened but i really dont mean to say that because i have never regret anything! i just bealive that they happen for a reason. heh, i love alot of things &i also hate alot of things (i just cant be more specific writing things here).i trust people easily, judge them, i talk smack sometimes (oh come on who doesnt?). i am absolutely a jealous gf! heh! but i tried to hide my emotions alot of times. i just need to wear my sweetest smile to hide them. lol