i cant read, so i get depressed and drink and watch tv. my friends are affiliations or people who want things so i drink and watch tv to spite them. any authority over me would rather see me spend my life working at kinkos and drinking and watching tv than learning or growing. i porovide many unpaid services in order to gain acceptance, drinking and watching tv is amechanical button i push to hinder myself from helping anyone/successfully. some people start to think like me because i drink and watch tv, so i torture them mentally via alcohol and internet vehicles until the situation becomes awkward andor dangerous. awkwardness is an avoided path that many do not find thrilling. and in fact many sell theyre souls so that theyre mi9nds can be totally smoothed out from awkwardness.
