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Carolyn { loves Jaymz always and forever }

*~*~* Kiss me like you wanted *~*~*

About Me

Hey I'm Carolyn. Here's a few things about me, if you dont already know. My friends mean the world to me, I would do anything for them. I am one of the most genuine people you will ever meet, as well as one of the most honest people you will come across. And unlike most people, I actually keep secrets. *I fucking hate sluts, and chicks that try to get with people when they're dating someone, stop being a whore, kthanx.* I dont like when people do drugs and change their personality in result. I I think that everything happens for a reason. Instead of causing drama people should focus more on what makes them happy and atleast attempt to be more mature. I wish more than anything I could move back to Florida, because then, atleast I'd be able to see my friends there more. I also am very random at times and I get random inclinations which I usually act on. Ooohh, and Im a pyro hehehe *looks innocent*********************Now, for my boyfriend. He means more to me than any of you whom I talk to. His name is Jaymz. He has been here for me when I needed him so much, and helped me get through so much of the pain and things I've delt with in my life. I cannot imagine what life would be like without him....But I dont have to so hah! Haha anyway, Jamey I love you; forever and always. You mean more than anything to me, and those are not empty words-I mean it. No one in the world can ever replace you, or change how I feel about you. I wish I could be with you every second we're apart, and when Im not talking to you I long to hear your voice. Its amazing to me how in love with you I've become...I never thought it was possible for me to feel so much for anyone. You're my world, and I dont need anything else but you. I love you darling. He is so amazing..
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My Interests

Night, Darkness, Squirrels!, Skateboarding, Gothic culture and literature, Writing poetry, stories, and songs. Creativity, and crazy art work, Taking pictures, Musick, German, Knives, Blood, Victorian style objects, Learning of various religions, learning new languages, Latin, Kittens, Snakes!, Some spiders, My friends, Singing, Acting, Dancing, Psychology, Going to the movies, The moon, Being outside at night, Cemetaries, My boots!!, Sushi, clouds, my camara Ralf haha, Angels ^.^, Florida, New York, Germany, Traveling, Hippies hahaha they're awesome hahaha, blood ;], bats, lace things, anarchy, web cams, recieving love letters
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I'd like to meet:



Vile, joey Jordison, Hollywood Undead, Amy Lee, Dimmu Borgir, cradle of filth, jack off jill.

Music:

Metal, Death Metal, Grind Core, Techno, Industrial, Rock, HxC, Classic Rock....Music Video: THE DIARY OF JANE (by Breaking Benjamin)

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Movies:

Alice In Wonderland, A Walk to Remember, Austin Powers, Boondock Saints,Confessions of a Sociopathic Social Climber, Constitine, Dracula(by brim stoker),Election, If Only, Jackass & Jackass 2, Monty Python & The Holy Grail, Nightmare Before Christmas,Oliver and Company, The Crow, Underworld,Interview with the Vampire, Vampire Cult. Girl, Interrupted, Pirates of the Caribbean, Edward Scissorhands, Queen of the Damned.

Television:

Courage the Cowardly Dog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!,Invador Zim, Family Guy, Gilmore Girls, Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, Grounded For Life, Hannah Montana, Mindfreak, The Chepelle Show, Sabrina, South Park,8 Simple Rules, ect.

Books:

Literature by Edgar Allan Poe, Vampire kisses series, DeathNote, Princess Ai, You dont know me, The blue girl, Dracula, Books regarding magick, Prom Nights From Hell, Stuff by Stephan King, and many others. Mostly dark poetry.

Heroes:

this is beth, i met her this year & she's awesome, i consider her one my bestest friend forever soo hah. she's fun to be around and has a kickass personality. i feel like i can talk to her about anything. :]This is Justin..He is wonderful, and amazing, and sweet, and funny, and fun to be with, and unique, and different than anyone else I have ever met. I miss him so much :[ He is very special to me and even though we've gone through alot of shit we managed to fix everything. We spend hours talking to eachother, and I love it. I wish we could have fixed everything before, but it is for the best that it worked out this way, because now we're alot closer than we used to be. He means so much to me I couldnt describe how much if I tried. I will never forget him or how much he means to me. Thanks Justin for everything..[: this is ashley. i love her to death. SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND. i love her more than anyone in the world, she is the one person who means the most to me in my life. my soul mate haha. :-] she has been here for me all my life and i will never forget about her..I EFFING LOVE YOU ASHLEY!!!!!this is Sheena. She's been one of my best friends for a very long time. She is beautiful and funny and crazy. I love you and I miss you Sheena!This is Krissy. She's been one of my friends as long as Ammy has. She's silly and so fun to be around. When you're sad she can cheer your up and she is gorgeous. She's been here for me through alot of things, so thanks Krissy for everything I love & miss you. this is adrian. he is one of my best guy friends..he's really sweet & whenever i need him he's here for me..:]This is Matty (with Ammy). He's a very sweet, funny, nice, sexi, and close person to me. I cant wait to see him this summer :] and he's my gangsta lol. I wuv you Matty :]this is Ammy. she is beautiful, funny, sweet, amazing, wonderful, she is my best fucking friend. if you hurt her, lets just say, i'll make your life hell. i promise you. i doubt anyone would want to hurt her tho because she is such a fucking awesome person. i love you ammy. she is one of the most gorgeous people i have ever met. and for some reason we happen to randomly throw cheese stix at eachother...dont ask lmao. I LOVE YOU AMMY ALWAYS AND FOREV.This is Andy-roo (haha yeah its a stupid nickname but get over it). He's my brother and he's aweseome! He always cheers me up when Im sad and he's really fun to hang out with. Haha me & him usually end up singing when we talk to eachother too haha. Anyway dont fuck with him because I'll beat your ass, cause he's my fucking hommie bitch. Well, if you arnt cool with him then thats weird cause he's radd. Well anyway I dont feel like ranting anymore soo...bye! [:

My Blog

Some of my poetry *Updated* (Some of it I dont know if you'd consider poetry but oh well)

Autumn Eve In the dead of night, two star-corssed lovers lie. Gazing into eachother's eyes. They wept softly, as they whispered goodbyes, torn apart by family's despise. The stars shine down upon...
Posted by Carolyn { loves Jaymz always and forever } on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 10:54:00 PST