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Louise 2 many, Loll_Loll 2 a special few

About Me

I am a person living the amusement park of life, and while so many parts of my life are messed up, I am feeling much more content with where my life is at right now.I am taking part in a journey and while I am stumbling and falling I am now realising that it won't be like that forever and that I can overcome what is being thrown my way.I am a hard person to figure out, and that is something that I am working on every day. Trust me, I know how unpredictable I am. I live with me, and all my additional personalities.... scary!!!!But even when I am weak, I continue to fight. Not in the way most people think I need to, but I am still fighting. And I will win. I will rise above all medical conditions and barriers, for I am strong and I know they are only learning curves part of my journey of life.Well that is me emotionally, but as far as my likes and dislikes let me see..... o.k, I love flutterbies, tinkerbell (I do believe in magic), betty boop, teddy bears and chocolate. I love pretty much anything girly, but I am also prone to liking dirt, bugs and slime (slime making is cool!). Seeing children rise above their insecurities, and lifestyles so that they can be confident and happy is very important to me as well. Seeing children happy and confident makes me feel really good, and touches me deeply.If you would life to get to know me further, feel free to comm or email me.Catch yas xoxoxo

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who has an amazing story of testimone and healing. Who has struggled with mental illness and overcome. Anyone who has had a battle to fight in life, and has risen above that battle and won.

My Blog

My dearest Sonja

Late Friday night I received a call from someone who I've only ever vaguely met and was told that one of my best friends' had been hit by a car the Wednesday before and that she was in a coma. I was t...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 17:35:00 GMT

"It’s a long way to the shop if you want a sausage roll"

Well as of 2 days ago I am back in hospital and I want to go home! (if you can picture me chucking a 2 yr old temper tantrum that has pretty much been my reaction to this admission) They won't let me ...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 00:00:00 GMT

Me in a fat suit

Well I guess the title pretty much says it all. Right now I feel as though I am waddling around in a fat suit and I can't get out. Since I was admitted to hospital in December, through a combination o...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 00:58:00 GMT

How is everyone/ everything?

I know a lot of people feel I have just got up and walked out of their lives, but this isn't true. Not a day goes by where at least 10 of you are in my mind and on my heart. I still miss everyone very...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 16:51:00 GMT

I'm going home tomorrow

Hey everyone I'm leaving hospital tomorrow and will be back home for a while. I am planning on moving closer to family and medical facilities but will still be in the Winston Hills area for around ano...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 19:26:00 GMT

What's the latest 101

I haven't really got that much out of this admission. Well maybe I have, but to look at it on face value none of it has been very positive. You see, a lot of negative emotions have been pulled up insi...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 22:59:00 GMT

I've given my heart back to God :-)

I don't know if anyone will read this, and if nobody does then that's ok. I have been bitter and angry towards Christians for a good 3-4 months now and it has been stopping me from sharing my love for...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 22:12:00 GMT

Life on the outside

Life on the outside is, well, boring. And hard. And unstable, and scary. I am a total baby. Some days I keep my footing, and other days I feel I'm not even getting off my stomach into a crawling posit...
Posted by on Sun, 27 May 2007 20:17:00 GMT

Nerves and Apprehension

O.k I am freaking out. I'm getting ready to leave the hospital and most of my stuff is packed up and the anxiety is hitting me. I honestly feel like throwing up right now. Totally gross feeling. I kno...
Posted by on Fri, 11 May 2007 06:06:00 GMT

I"m coming home

Heya everyone just a quick mention that I will be leaving the funny farm on Monday and will be returning to my old home on a temporary basis. It looks like I will be out for a week, maybe two, and the...
Posted by on Tue, 08 May 2007 14:53:00 GMT