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☠Mayz☠

About Me

I'm totally just me.
"Goth-redeck-nerdy-ness"
Always.
I'll never change from me
:)
And I love God.
lol
:D


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My Blog

What do you think- I want to know.

Can you see?   Down. No noise. Just black. Then her eyes open. And she cries out, dazed. Holding her cheek. Lying on black, hard cement that's bruised her knees, From the fall. Holding her cheek ...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 03:27:00 GMT

You and You and Gone

The hair, The clothes, The face, For who else, But you?   This walk, This smile, This giggle, For you.   If only, If only, You'd just once, Look up.   Every morning, I wake from A d...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 03:18:00 GMT

Sleep...

Sit and fall back, on white cushions, forever once more. But don't arise. Let all stop beating, and run, forever, run. Away from petty anger, short-lived happiness that is is only backed by lies. Esc...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 23:31:00 GMT

Hollow

Lying flat, on my back. Words flow through the air; they have no meaning, just rhythm. I stare, straight up, the white ceiling making odd shadows, none that grab my attention. A car passes, its engine...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 23:41:00 GMT

My life

Images flash. It used to be mine. I saw myself standing there. In the picture. Then, as I watched, I vanished. And the real me, sitting here, felt her heart tear. Just a bit. More pictures flash, more...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 02:58:00 GMT

Pay no mind, it’s only me.

Why? Why do I feel like this? "I never knew you till you left me with the crying disease." I feel so fucking, alone. I want... I want my love returned. But even when I cry out for it, or even sit...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 02:48:00 GMT

Final Promise

(If you cee any mistakes, totally tell me... lmao)   Looking out the window for you, I know you'll be here in a few minutes. You wouldn't break another promise, would you? Not one as big as this....
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 22:12:00 GMT

Blackened Rose

Blackened Rose Written 1/31 True story Sorta   A door creaks open, as I step into the perfectly preserved room. Pictures hang, a bed stands made. A naked bulb is flicked on with a pop. The room ...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 19:41:00 GMT

Calmness?

Frantically I pace, Wondering where to go, What to do. Then my knees collapse, And I sit in the nearest chair. Eyes closed tight. My hands desperately clinging together. My head bowed. And I begin to ...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 04:26:00 GMT

With... what? CRAZY.

Oh golly. Whys life gotta be so hard? Thank goodness for friends. Wait, what friends? People suck. Except... a few.  Why me, why me? Why not me? Could you just sit next to me? Not even holding my...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 19:20:00 GMT