angel

I am unhappily married with children. He doesn't know I'm unhappy, he doesn't pay that much attention to me or the kids. We (me and the kids) just go about our days as if I were the only parent. And I think I like it that way. The only thing I can say for my husband is he makes a good living for us. But I don't love him anymore. I don't even like him anymore. He doesn't try to impress me anymore, not that he gave too much effort before. I enjoy anything fun. I have not had real fun in a long time. I don't have any friends except the ones he and I share. No one to confide in ya know? I take pleasure in life's simpler things. I also have a wild sexual side that no one knows but me. I fantasize about being with more than one man from more than one color. My husband would die if he knew that. I have a black male friend that I would love to sleep with but I keep it to myself. I think he may know though, but my husband doesn't......