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~*Beautiful Disaster*~

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me


Holly is the name, SURVIVING is the game.
I'm blonde. I'm tall
I love anything with an engine.
My life got all fucked up June 25th. [And it's been in a tailspin since.]
I'm finding out who my friends are. I have 4 [and they probably aren't who you think!]
I miss Ohio. [But won't go back without a chain]
I'm scared to get close to anyone again.
[Because everyone who said "I'll be there." fucking LEFT]
I love to mess with the unknown.
I was born with a smirk. [Smartass for life!]
I have a drunken fetish for goth guys.
I love my friends UNCONDITIONALLY.
I like quiet nights at home <&& wild nights at the club>
I love my computer
I enjoy amatuer erotica
I absolutely LOVE sarcasm.
Cristie says I'm a certified cool kid. < fer sure! >
People that break promises end up on my shit list pretty fast.
I'm a workaholic
I work 16+ hour days and like it.
I hardly ever answer my phone.
<&& probably won't call you back in a timely fashion.>
I am addicted to diesel truck pulls and drag racing.
[No, I don't want a ride in your Chevy - diesel or not!]
I've heard I should fuck in a Chevy and it will change my mind. [WTF]
I'm a grouch in the morning.
I love to cook.
I can text message faster than most people can talk.
The only thing I regret about school is that I didn't get to do half the things I heard I did.
Country music will always hit that soft spot in my heart.
Don't tease me. [I bite]
I think the worst thing about being lied to is knowing you weren't worth the truth.
If I was an ugly bitch like you, I would go make snide comments on his page too. Jealous bitch. You know who you are. ;)
I am the one who has to die when it's my time, so let me live my life the way I want to. After all, I am the one who has to answer for it all in the end.
It's Holly. Remember the name
I'm NOT that kinda girl.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Holly
Birthday: 11/7
Birthplace: WI
Current Location: Central WI
Eye Color: Bright Blue
Hair Color: Blonde
Height: 5'9"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: Polish and German
The Shoes You Wore Today: Steel toes BEEYOTCH!
Your Weakness: Animals in distress
Your Fears: Creepy crawlies and Slithery slimies
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni and mushroom
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Christmas shopping-BEFORE christmas!!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: Yay!I get another chance!!
Your Best Physical Feature: I like my eyes.
Your Bedtime: Haha sleep is overrated
Your Most Missed Memory: Holidays with family
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds fo sho
Single or Group Dates: Depends on the person
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton GREEN TEA!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: or esspresso or latte
Do you Smoke: Nope I'm a quitter
Do you Swear: Fuck yeah
Do you Sing: Yup
Do you Shower Daily: Of course
Have you Been in Love: I think so
Do you want to go to College: Been there done that
Do you want to get Married: Yup
Do you belive in yourself: Yup
Do you get Motion Sickness: On water bed when drunk yup
Do you think you are Attractive: I'm ok I guess
Are you a Health Freak: nope
Do you get along with your Parents: NO
Do you like Thunderstorms: I love them!
Do you play an Instrument: nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: YUP!
In the past month have you Smoked: Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yessir!!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope
Ever been Drunk: Hell Yeah!
Ever been called a Tease: Once or twice.
Ever been Beaten up: Yeah but he paid later
Ever Shoplifted: Nope
How do you want to Die: Well that's just morbid
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I don't wanna grow up
What country would you most like to Visit: Russia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long: Are we still talking about hair here?
Height: Over 6 feet
Weight: Doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style: Naked er um none
Number of Drugs I have taken: Zero
Number of CDs I own: Haha too many
Number of Piercings: 8
Number of Tattoos: 1 so far
Number of things in my Past I Regret: None

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


I'd like to meet any nice person! I love all my friends, and I'm always up for making new ones. One of the pet peeves I have is people questioning WHY I want to be friends with them...Is there something wrong with you? Should I not want to get to know you? If I saw your profile, and I thought you looked interesting, I added you. So why ask why??? I like meeting new people from all walks of life and from all parts of the world!! :) ***If you send me a message, and I don't reply, please don't think I'm rude! I try to answer all the messages I get!! I really do love talking to all of you. Unfortunately, I believe that Myspace hates me and eats my messages!! :(

I'd also like to meet the man of my dreams-tall, smart, funny, handsome and (hopefully)older than me! I am so insanely sick of how most guys my age and younger act!Feel free to try and prove me wrong if you think you are not the typical early 20's guy. I want a man who doesn't just want to play house with someone. I want an ADULT. Know anyone? :) I want someone who is secure with who he is. I don't need a babysitter, and I don't have time to babysit you. I want my space and time to do what I want and I will give you the same. If you are clingy, be gone with your loser self. There are unspoken rules about how you need to act in a relationship and what you can and cannot do. If you have to stop and think about whether or not what you are about to do is ok, it's probably not. If you don't know these rules, don't waste my time.
I just want to meet the guy who will prove to me that they aren't all the same. No games, no agendas, just someone real.
"I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you." ~Daughtry

Anyway, if you want to chat, send me a message. Before you ask, "How come you never answer my emails?" - Here's the thing, I get a lot of emails(not to sound like a jerk!) so it makes it hard to respond to all of the "Whats up?" emails. The more time you take to write, the more time I will take to respond. It's a pretty easy concept, really. If you don't want to chat on Myspace, my yahoo ID is hollyfromhell. Add me if you want! :)

You Are a Chimera
You are very outgoing and well connected to many people.
Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others.
You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others.
You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions. What Mythological Creature Are You?

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